XPAX Xplay Party!

Attended the party last Saturday at Opera, Sunway. Failed blogger, forgot to bring camera.... First of all, I have no idea where the place is and what is the concept of the place. So, I didn't know to wear a dress or just wear something casual. I had to ask my neighbour for opinion on what I should wear. Hence, he picked out this combination. LoL!

I didn't realize that I knew quite a few people who were around at the party. I spent over an hour outside catching up with Nel & Audrey. Got carried away. LoL! Finally, only got in when it was about 11pm. Gotta love Advertlets for the invite! We get to choose to party with the crowd downstairs or hang out upstairs watching everyone and the stage!

Since I'm new in town. I move around solo. There's Josh and Hanie. Jason Ong, da man was there too. Managed to meet a few people from Kuching. Didn't know friends from GAB was to attend the XPlay Party!

Spent quite an amount of time downstairs with the crowd. Wanted to join in the fun and catch the djs and performers! There was VJ Utt, LapSap, DJ Fuzz, Altimet, Thaitanium and DJ Yasmin and DJ Jessica, the two hot DJs! Not forgeting Shawn Lee, the beatboxer!

Though, crowd was filled with despo men. Bleh... Hello, I may be nice but I'm not stupid plus I can hold my drink better than you. Thank you. Moved back up to VXP & Media area. Suddenly super pack. Went to say Hi to some friends then friends from VXP gave me a tag so I can party with them too. =)

Celcom & GAB staff sure know how to party! =P The chick DJs were eye candies at the deck. By the end of the night, they were popping Moets! I actually miss drinking Moets. LoL! Back in Kuching, Moets are used as 'one go' drinks. LoL! Not B52's or tequila shots! LoL!

I had a great time catching up and finding out that I actually know more people in this town than I initially thought.. LoL! XPlay is going down to Cabana, Johor and its happening tomorrow! Although, I was invited but.. I can't make it. So, you peeps down there in Johor... make it there and have fun! Party with all the djs, beatboxers and performers! =)

Check out XPAX's fb page:
http://www.facebook.com/xpaxfb

*Pictures courtesy of Josh Lim of Advertlets.

Yours Fatally

The start of the song is nice though the lyrics is just so depressing la~

I thought that this was for real, I thought that you were the one.

Believe every word you said now its come undone.

Its got so complicated.

I know I cant explain it but your all I need and I'll always be...

Yours fatally

Lost for a while in denial. How you fooled me. Play with my mind.

Why did you do it? What did I do to deserve this?

Hurt and pain over and over and over again.

You know you got me weaker, intoxicated now.

So I just keep on playing all the games that you laid out.

What about us?

I just cant give you up even though its hurting baby,

I'll do anything to feel your touch..

In Bad Company

I know that I suffer from Messiah complex; the need to always help people. Little did I realize that I am attracted to broken people, hoping that I can always help them and mend them back into shape. Friends would always bring their problems to me and at most I either only listen or give my 2 cents.

Some broken people are nice, deep down. Some broken people are just so broken inside that its impossible to even want to help them. Those who are extremely broken inside, I tend to walkaway because I see no point in me staying around and have them bulldoze me or disappoint me.

I may be nice but I seriously do not like people taking advantage of me. I do not like being taken for granted. I do not like being bulldozed. Please just bear in mind that I never want anything horrible to happen to you, who mistreat me. I do not understand as to why do I even feel guilty whenever something horrible happens to you after when you deserve it.

I may never directly do something with my own bare hands but you are probably going to treat others the same way and I am sure someone, someday would give you what you deserve or if not, something.

I'm tired of being around bad companies. I'm tired of being disappointed. I may not judge you. I may always try to understand you for you but when you dare mistreat me. I walk as how I normally do with all the idiots. I realized that it is hard to be around broken people. It is even harder to try to reach out to a broken person who does not even realize that he or she is broken~ =( Each and every one of us is broken. The only difference is to what extend...

How To Keep You..

Step one:
We need to talk
You walk, I sit
You stare, I smile
You go left, I stay right

You know the best
Trying to slip past your defenses
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things I've told you all along
And pray to God you hear me

As you begin to raise your voice
I lower mine to grant you one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
You will do one of two things
You will admit to everything
Or you'll say you're just not the same
And I begin to wonder why did I come..

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to keep you...

Communicating

Communicating. Talking. Conversing. However you call it. How well do you think you do it? If you ask me, it takes a hell lot of effort to be able to just talk to anyone and everyone. I used to be a damn quiet person in school. I didn't see the point of talking to people whom I thought were lying backstabbing bitches. Hence, I went to school just minding my own business most of the time.

It was not until I got to form 6 that I started talking to people more freely. Then I realized I actually love talking and getting to know new people. Finding out what makes them the way they are and what makes them tick. When I got to University, it was a breeze getting to know people. So I make it a point to polish up my PR skills and see where it brings me.

But there are just days when I just don't wanna meet new people. I just don't wanna talk. Those are the days when I would actually just keep myself away from people and stay in. Instead of being a prick and piss people off being anal.

The key to communicating is actually to be genuinely interested in what the other party is talking about. See, nothing is ever always about you. Try it. Just start conversing with a person you barely know and let the person talk. Ask questions as if you are just genuinely interested to get to know the person. By the end of the conversation, I can bet with you that he or she would feel as if they can always talk to you about anything and everything. The idea is to be genuinely interested!

If all you ever think about is to talk about yourself or what you're interested in, forget it. No one would bother after some time because all you think about is yourself. I do make that mistake once awhile. I tend to say more than I should, in which I would feel bad about it after because I am not accommodating to the person I'm talking to unless the person genuinely is interested to hear it.

Don't make yourself the spotlight.
Make the person you're talking to the spotlight.
Because beneath all that, everyone is just dying to have someone listen to them. =)

That is why it is just damn important to communicate!