In the year 2009, yomi went nuts. Like big time nuts. Did a whole lot of stuff I've never tried before.
January:
I was so worried about my future potential job that I was depressed just thinking about it. Feared almost everything. That was stupid. Was interning at EY back then. January was a very up and down month.
February:
All hell broke loose. The break-up happened. Stayed at home most of the time. Cried everyday and everywhere. Stupid, I know. I was even crying most of the time during meals in which I end up choking on my own food and throwing up. No appetite to eat, mainly just slept my days away.
March:
Same routine. Cry, sleep and study. Because I didn't have the mood to do anything, I studied. I kept to myself in Uni and just studied. I even stopped blogging or even touch facebook. I didn't even have the mood to go on MSN. I just wanted to sleep and stay in my room all the freaking time.
April:
Still dead. Full Stop.
May:
Slightly more alive. By then, everyone was trying to get me out. Thanks to you lots who really tried to help. Angel, Andy, Louis, Mike, PK and my personal virtual shrink. I would say I owe PK a great big favour. He was the one who kept bugging me to get out, spent time talking shit about my ex and his ex and eventually helped me through everything. My personal virtual shrink was always there to listen to me crap and make me laugh. Staying up til 4am. Angel gave me the best advice that woke me up instantly. Louis spent time going swimming with me. Andy took me out for laksa fix in the mornings!
June:
Exam period was near. Although was stressed, I was actually happy. Everything picked up from there. I had new things to think about. I had plans to look forward to. I had things that made me smile all the time.
July:
July 4 at Silhouette was fun. My birthday was a blast and my friends killed me for 24 hours. I never saw a freaking Sunday in the year 2009. The trip to Singapore and KL was fun. By then, I was hooked on Red Bull. I needed Red Bull to boost energy. Was always lack of sleep but I didn't feel horrible. I just felt a tiny wee bit weak. Finally, my first digital compact camera! Panasonic Lumix! A gift from my sister! =)
August:
My last semester started. Somehow, I ended up helping lots of people organizing events. I love helping out and gaining experience. By then, I was always with friends. Gotta love them. LoL! Was watching lots of movies with Richard. Movie buddy. LoL!
September:
Don't have to mention. I remembered I was so busy that month. I was not at home almost every night. Ate 3-4 dinners per night. Running about, rushing everywhere, doing as much as I can. Prom was the bomb, this year! I had so much fun! Rushed like mad the next day to catch a flight to KL. KL trip alone was sorta relaxing and fun! Went to gamble for the first time in Genting Casino.
October:
It was a normal month. Was always in good company. Busy with assignments and all. I had a blast during the MJ party. I was always either working, studying or playing. Took up lots of energy.
November:
the month of Blackberry!! I only had that baby for one week but I felt so ultra connected, it was crazy. LoL! The pressure of exams was coming. Didn't quite feel right, again. LoL! Everybody was calling me at one point asking me if I wanted to work for events, PC fair and fashion show. I couldn't take most of it. Tooo baddd... =( (would so want any job right now... )
December:
Exams are done! Party like a rockstar! LoL! Tried something I never thought I would ever ever try. At least it was ok. I'm fine, don't worry. Going home at 2am is considered early by almost everyone that I know now... For the first time in history, I did not go home. Mum was furious... oh well, made her worry unnecessarily. My fault, I know. And just as recent as yesterday, for the first time I had permission to leave the house at 2.30am for an emergency.
So, looking back on the past 12 months... I'd say I've done so much and moved on quite too fast. LoL! I love how everything is now. Not messy, not troublesome. Just sorta complicatedly fun and simple at the same time. LoL! This is it. The end of 2009.
The start of 2010 will be spent in Singapore. LoL! I'll be staying in Swissotel Merchant Court. I have no idea what my sister was thinking, getting a room there. LoL! Its gonna be one hell of an expensive weekend! I won't be online at all while I'm in Singapore, I suppose. Follow me on Twitter. I might be able to update Twitter. LoL! Til Monday, 4th. See YA! Have a HAPPY NEW YEAR!!
January:
I was so worried about my future potential job that I was depressed just thinking about it. Feared almost everything. That was stupid. Was interning at EY back then. January was a very up and down month.
February:
All hell broke loose. The break-up happened. Stayed at home most of the time. Cried everyday and everywhere. Stupid, I know. I was even crying most of the time during meals in which I end up choking on my own food and throwing up. No appetite to eat, mainly just slept my days away.
March:
Same routine. Cry, sleep and study. Because I didn't have the mood to do anything, I studied. I kept to myself in Uni and just studied. I even stopped blogging or even touch facebook. I didn't even have the mood to go on MSN. I just wanted to sleep and stay in my room all the freaking time.
April:
Still dead. Full Stop.
May:
Slightly more alive. By then, everyone was trying to get me out. Thanks to you lots who really tried to help. Angel, Andy, Louis, Mike, PK and my personal virtual shrink. I would say I owe PK a great big favour. He was the one who kept bugging me to get out, spent time talking shit about my ex and his ex and eventually helped me through everything. My personal virtual shrink was always there to listen to me crap and make me laugh. Staying up til 4am. Angel gave me the best advice that woke me up instantly. Louis spent time going swimming with me. Andy took me out for laksa fix in the mornings!
June:
Exam period was near. Although was stressed, I was actually happy. Everything picked up from there. I had new things to think about. I had plans to look forward to. I had things that made me smile all the time.
July:
July 4 at Silhouette was fun. My birthday was a blast and my friends killed me for 24 hours. I never saw a freaking Sunday in the year 2009. The trip to Singapore and KL was fun. By then, I was hooked on Red Bull. I needed Red Bull to boost energy. Was always lack of sleep but I didn't feel horrible. I just felt a tiny wee bit weak. Finally, my first digital compact camera! Panasonic Lumix! A gift from my sister! =)
August:
My last semester started. Somehow, I ended up helping lots of people organizing events. I love helping out and gaining experience. By then, I was always with friends. Gotta love them. LoL! Was watching lots of movies with Richard. Movie buddy. LoL!
September:
Don't have to mention. I remembered I was so busy that month. I was not at home almost every night. Ate 3-4 dinners per night. Running about, rushing everywhere, doing as much as I can. Prom was the bomb, this year! I had so much fun! Rushed like mad the next day to catch a flight to KL. KL trip alone was sorta relaxing and fun! Went to gamble for the first time in Genting Casino.
October:
It was a normal month. Was always in good company. Busy with assignments and all. I had a blast during the MJ party. I was always either working, studying or playing. Took up lots of energy.
November:
the month of Blackberry!! I only had that baby for one week but I felt so ultra connected, it was crazy. LoL! The pressure of exams was coming. Didn't quite feel right, again. LoL! Everybody was calling me at one point asking me if I wanted to work for events, PC fair and fashion show. I couldn't take most of it. Tooo baddd... =( (would so want any job right now... )
December:
Exams are done! Party like a rockstar! LoL! Tried something I never thought I would ever ever try. At least it was ok. I'm fine, don't worry. Going home at 2am is considered early by almost everyone that I know now... For the first time in history, I did not go home. Mum was furious... oh well, made her worry unnecessarily. My fault, I know. And just as recent as yesterday, for the first time I had permission to leave the house at 2.30am for an emergency.
So, looking back on the past 12 months... I'd say I've done so much and moved on quite too fast. LoL! I love how everything is now. Not messy, not troublesome. Just sorta complicatedly fun and simple at the same time. LoL! This is it. The end of 2009.
The start of 2010 will be spent in Singapore. LoL! I'll be staying in Swissotel Merchant Court. I have no idea what my sister was thinking, getting a room there. LoL! Its gonna be one hell of an expensive weekend! I won't be online at all while I'm in Singapore, I suppose. Follow me on Twitter. I might be able to update Twitter. LoL! Til Monday, 4th. See YA! Have a HAPPY NEW YEAR!!
