Lack of Interaction

I'm bored! Someone kill me! I'm at home everyday and its not that I have anyone to talk to at home anymore. Mum is so busy with work. Its that time of the year. Holiday season drives her nuts. She's the only person I know who would sit at the office for 12 hours straight. Comes home after 9pm and then have cold dinner. She stops talking to me when she's all stressed out which is good cause it means she won't suddenly bomb me for the sake of venting out.

I don't do the CALL & TALK thing anymore. Maybe cause I don't know who to talk to or what to talk about. I mean.. who wants to hear me talk about how boring studying is? I'll save everyone the trouble and keep my mouth shut. LoL! The only time I talk on the phone is when someone calls and its about work OR someone wants to tell me how his day/work went OR which hot chick he saw OR what should he do in order to get what he wants. No one calls to even say, "hey, how have you been?" Its always just to tell me about themselves....

Yesterday, I sent my brother a message which went like this, "I love you, I miss you." He replied, "Huh? I don't get you." I sent a similar message to my sister 2 weeks ago and she replied, "Are you sure you sent to the right person? I'm not your boyfriend." Ughhhh!! They are so caught up in their own LOVE world that they forget me! Ok.. fine I don't miss my brother as much but I miss my sister!!! She's crazily funny when she wants to be and bugs me to death when she's bored at home. My brother spends too much time with his girlfriend on the phone and his books when he is home. And my mum wonders why do I want to go out often and have so many friends...

I should have a pet but no... parents dont allow pets. Can I have a pet human, then? LoL! One that I can pamper and pampers me in return? Who wants to be my pet human? Hahaha! I don't really know what a pet human is suppose to be but I bet its better than pets. Pets are smelly stuff. They are cute and all but... seriously they are incapable of smelling good on their own! I have a sensitive nose, so smell is important! Hahaha!

OK... I'm just talking crap now. One more week of boredom then its total freedom! What should I do for Christmas? I'm gonna be stuck here watching my brother and his gf all happy lovey-dovey. Man, I should have agreed to fly off to Melbourne for Christmas! Or I know!! Get a freaking boyfriend before Christmas! Haha! But I'm so lazy... boyfriends are hard to maintain..... LoL! Haahha! Or easy but too messy.. bleh~~! Get a new best friend who would spend Christmas with me cause my current best friend will be busy with his gf. Uggggghhhh! Why does it seem like I'm the only person who is single in this part of town??????? Is everyone just afraid of being alone that they are rushing to get a partner? Come be single with me la... LoL!

Yap, thats it. I have to stop writing. This is going no where at all. I'm just writing crap. Please go throw up all the rubbish you just read. I have just wasted 5 minutes of your time. So, sorry! =P

For The Love of Cubes

Today, I saw PK's rubik's cube in his car. The moment I picked it up, the urge to solve and screw it up came back! I abandoned my rubik's cube for ..... almost a year? I really don't remember how come I stopped playing with it. I used to screw it up and solve it at least once every night before I sleep.

I still remember.. when I was in my 1st year of University life. I was the quiet, weird girl that nobody dares to talk to who sits alone most of the time, minding my own business. My goal back then was "study! don't get distracted! don't need friends! just concentrate!". Normally, did everything myself. The weirdness became worse when I started solving rubik's cube during lectures. I would be listening to the lecturer but my hands would be fondling my rubik's cube. I couldn't let it go cause I was still learning to solve it then.

After 2 months of struggling every day to solve it, I finally understood that square thing. In the duration of 2 months, I spoilt 3 rubik's cube. Broken into pieces because I was trying to turn and twist too fast. I spent the next month trying to master a different way to solve the cube. I only finally bought the original rubik's cube 8 months later. LoL!

To date, I have bought 6 rubik's cube. LoL! 3 broken and 3 still in good shape! I actually bought a sudoku cube in KL last month but I totally forgot about it! I didn't dare to even open the packaging for the fear that I wouldn't resist to screw it up! I'm worried that once I screw it up, I may never have it organized in that order ever again unless.. I need to start training myself first! But how do I train myself with it without screwing it up??!!!

** 2 hours after writing this post, I couldn't resist and opened the Sudokube. After 12 hours with it, I finally solved 90% of it. The final face at the bottom.................... ugh~!

sudoku cube~!



no repeat of any number in any one face!

my 2nd rubik's cube back in the year 2007!
mmmmm... i had chubbier face back then!

Sakai at Petaling Street & Ice Bar

Sakai, why? Cause I've actually never been to Petaling Street. Everyone talks about it and all I know about it is a place where you get to bargain for stuff. I suck at bargaining. LoL! Seriously... I guess cause I have this problem with asking for anything. I have a fear of rejection. So, I hate the bitter feeling of the word, "no". Rejection is painful..... bleh~

Anyway, so finally.. went to Petaling Street. Nothing much to see! Bags were like LV, Chanel... all the ciplak, pirated stuff. No thanks.. am not into labels, anyway. I only bought a cap and a watch. Nothing else to buy and cause I was with two guys, didn't really dare to shop. I don't know why but I normally don't dare to do much shopping when I'm with people. I normally do shopping alone. Dont wanna take ppl's time. So sad, huh?

After Petaling Street, the dysfunctionals took me to an Ice Bar @ The Curve. I was wearing a dress with heels! Damn it! We stayed in the ice bar for one whole hour. My toes felt numb like hell after! We had to drink shots to keep ourselves warm. The bouncer kept coming to check on us cause we were the only ones in the ice bar.

special parking space near the entrance to the lobby..
but only for female single driver?
like.. if the female is single and not attached?
or a female driving alone?



The Curve



The Street..........



rows of bars..



Ice Bar in the Sanctuary



they do provide you with winter coats.



smirnoff tower filled with smirnoff bottles stuck in an ice block



the whole bar is made of ice.
the seats, the bar...



the table...



test tubes of shots.
chemistry class anyone?



almost freezing to death....



grande!
legs & toes.. turning into ice!



the Sanctuary, pack on a Wednesday night...



after that one hour of torturous freezing pain...
you actually feel damn hungry man....

Staying Home

I guess this semester has been one hell ride of a roller coaster. I finally realized this week that I have not been staying at home much for the past few months. I'm always in a rush to go somewhere, to do something. Being in such a rush and turmoil for the past few months made me the person who just can't sit still for long anymore. I used to be able to just sit and stare blankly. Now, I'm always just ready to just stand up and do something instead of just sitting down. Am beginning to lose that touch of being able to enjoy the slow pace of life. There's no turning back from here, is there? University life is soon coming to an end. Important decisions will have to be made soon.

As unsettling as this semester has been, it has done a great job on me. I'm not even worried about getting a job after I graduate nor am I scared of moving away. I've learned that I adapt very well to people and my surroundings. It is only if I let myself do it. It is all in your head. Mind over matter. That's how it should be.

If you ask me, you should let your mind control your emotions and heart. too! Call me crazy but emotions and feelings of the heart.. ? I think everyone spends too much time thinking about how they feel. And that L word? That word is overrated and overused. Often by those who do not even understand what it means. Don't ask me what it means, I don't have the answer to that too. Hence, I wonder why is everyone so messed up about it? Talking about it? Trying to feel it? More often than not, they end feeling really messed up inside. Is all that emotional stress worth it? Its funny how everyone comes to me when they have relationship problems... I'm not even in a relationship. How does that make me a qualified person to help anyone with relationship problems? LoL!

Whatever happens, I think its always best to think that some bad things happen for a reason. Some things just have to happen in order for something else better to come along. So, if you find yourself down in the ditch, broken and what not... go sleep it off. Its not worth the energy to feel all that.. So what am I feeling now? Tired! Sleep, the best remedy for everything! Hahaha! Have not been spending much time in my room either. Goodness me. I'm like a stranger in my own house. LoL! I should just move into the computer room. LoL! Anyways, time to go! Its that time of the night where I can focus damn well because everyone else is asleep. =P Goodnight!

Turn off satellite

Definitely have to or need to turn off my satellite.
Am getting super channels lately.
Rain or shine, I still can receive~
That's how bad and good my satellite is. LOL!
Its a damn powDerful device.
With great powers comes great responsibilities. LoL!
You get it? =P

I give you 100 points if you guessed it right! Haha!

OK......

Ok. Ok. No more~ You guys won't see me anywhere in the coming 3 weekends, at least. For the past 3 consecutive weekends, I've been questioned and nagged at! LoL!

Popular questions:
Why are you here?
Are you not suppose to be studying?
What is this...?

So this goes out to Kenny, Lionel & Ben. Imma see you guys, when I see you guys. Hopefully, after 4th Dec! LoL! Any earlier, I'm sure imma get nagged at. HAha! Had a great night at the Blackberry World Party! Thanks to Maxis and Merkworld! Good night!

Sleep

Apparently, sleep is my medicine for almost anything bad. LoL! Never thought about it until today. I ended up sleeping for 13 hours last night just because I was annoyed. You know how annoying it gets when you are piss but you can't show it or blow up in front of the source? I hate it when I can't explode! Always having to bite my tongue and walk away just to avoid making the whole situation worse. Playing nice is not easy...

I sleep a lot when I'm....
angry
anxious
upset
sad
scared
stress

Its not the normal 8 hours sleep. Its the 12-16 hours sleep kind. The kind that I just don't wanna wake up until I feel good. LoL! I finally woke up from that 13 hours sleep because I had a good dream. Hahha! The kind of dream that puts a smile on my face. LoL! So, if you do find me missing in real life or virtually.. I'm probably sleeping to feel better! LoL! Sleep, anyone?

Love at First Touch!

Let me introduce you to my short term fling, Blackberry Ryan!
It was love at first touch!

His full name is BlackBerry Ryan Curve 8520 Gemini. LoL! He has this smooth track pad in the center. Though, I wish he had the trackball. instead Somehow, I prefer the trackball feel. LoL! But those on BlackBerry Bold 9000 say they like the track pad on Gemini. Depends on individuals, I guess. =)

What I love about BB Ryan is that he keeps me connected to everyone and anything! I'm on BB messenger, Gmail, Facebook, Twitter and MSN anytime and anywhere! I love BlackBerry Messenger cause its like MSN but only within BB users! I'm currently chatting with friends in Nigeria, India & Melbourne! Nice~

Its quite addictive though. When I put BB Ryan down, I feel like I need to pick it up! I'm already neglecting my own phone. I'm actually carrying 3 phones at the moment! I know, I'm nuts! Don't rob me though. My phones are nothing great except for BB Ryan though. I keep him close to me. *wink* If not my boss would personally kill me! LoL!

I so want a BB! I said it about 3 months ago and my kids said, "BB? You want big boobs, har?" !!! Big boobs! Of all things.... LoL! BlackBerry will soon be a necessity! Trust me on that! Its a lifestyle phone! Everything in one!

Maxis is currently going big on Blackberrys! They're offering great packages for business people who are always on the go and being connected is damn important to them. Mmmm... if only I'm already working! I'd definitely sign up with Maxis, man! Some of my friends who are on Celcom with BB complains that Celcom isn't stable. Lots of complain though. Bugging em to switch to Maxis. LoL! They really should. LoL!

Maxis will be holding a preview night for Blackberry. If you're really interested in getting a BlackBerry, I can hook you up with Maxis. All you have to do is ask... =P

Time to get back to assignment and studies! Til next time! =) Tata!

Opening Act - Morgan & Eugene @ Swinburne Prom Night 2009

In my previous blog post, I mentioned about the awesome Opening Act for the Swinburne Prom Night 2009. For those who missed it, you must watch it here! LoL! The stage was just awesome with all the lighting and smoke! Now, that's what I call, WOW! LoL! Thank goodness, I never stayed for the rehearsal! Although I knew what they were gonna play because they were listening to the song in the car on the way to the hotel. Watching them play it live.... YOU CAN'T BEAT THAT!

Click on the small white PLAY button! =)
This video was recorded with Canon EOS 5D MarK II !

Musicians like them make me regret not pursueing my music. LoL! But they have something extra! They play by ear! I play by reading the notes! I'm a freaking robot! Those taugeh... I need those taugehs to play! LoL! Does not help that I am a classical musician. Very technical. Tried going into Jazz, could not feel it! As much as I love Jazz, I can't play Jazz~ Dang it! Unfair!

Hence, I really salute those musicians who are so into music. Majority of my friends are musically inclined. Birds of a feather flock together. LoL! I guess cause we share the same passion. My passion is there but I'm just not doing it! LoL! Hahha!

I'm currently a big fan of Morgan Then. He is a friend but I'm also a big fan of his works! He can mix a whole song together on his own! It takes super talent to be able to do that! Mashing up everything! You should definitely WATCH him in action! He has done a few covers for songs like Boom Boom Pow - Black Eyed Peas, Viva La Vida - Coldplay and Say - John Mayer! The most recent would be Two Is Better Than One by Boys Like Girls!

Cover of Two is Better Than One by Boys Like Girls




Cover of Boom Boom Pow by Black Eyed Peas




Cover of Say by John Mayer

Have a listen! =) Tell me if you're not smitten by this talented musician! He could be the next big thing! You never know! I'm definitely rooting for him! Music is my life, man! LoL! Check out all his works on Youtube! and if you like the songs you can download it from PureVolume.com! Be a fan and be up-to-date with Morgan Then himself on facebook!

You should be watching Youtube by now! LoL! Cause I am... Hahha! Enjoy! =)

Alone to KL

In actual fact, I was suppose to go to KL with a group fo 40 students for CPA Industrial Trip. A few of us very clever, the moment the CPA advisor in KL confirmed the trip, we got our tickets early! A few weeks later, he said.. "CANCELLED!" ugh~!! Air ticket bought dy.. how?

So, I made up my mind to just go have my own trip. (scared of telling mum that the trip is cancelled* air ticket cannot be changed or refunded!) In the end, I made my own arrangements for accomodations, plans and transportations. I'm so pampered when I'm in KL. Awwww~ Miss my friends in KL. But they are horrible influence on me! Tsk tsk tsk..

Anyway, it was the day right after Prom. Rushed like mad. Had to run errands in the morning before leaving Kuching. Packed my luggage in one hour and rushed to the airport! Thanks to Lance for sending me! Apparently, this trip... I arranged everything myself. Damn cool le.. So independent. Haha! =P

I thought I was gonna be late but my flight was delayed for 30mins!! Got so bored waiting.. tired and sleepy. Flight was fine but food was a bit crappy. Sigh~ Arrived in KLIA and one of the dysfunctionals was waiting for me. =) So, we took the KLIA Ekspres which promises to get you to KL Sentral in 28 minutes. Ticket cost RM35 per person and true to what it says. It seriously takes only 28 minutes! LoL! Upon arriving at KL Sentral, another dysfunctional came to pick us up! Weee~!

Arrive at the bachelors' pad. Got ready to go out for Mamak in SS14. I had roti kosong and this...

maggi goreng.. super oily stuff...



We had this! LoL! Tuak from Kuching! Sweet stuff!

I woke up super early the next morning. Automatically! What is wrong with me?? Sleep lar! hahaha! I ended up riding bicycle with beggamaster and calv to get breakfast. LoL! I went to KL to be healthy and ride bicycle to get breakfast! hahahaha!! But it was fun. They were amazed that I could ride a bicycle. LoL! They were even more amazed that I ride without having my hands on the handles.. aiyoyo.. KL girls dont ride bicycle is it??

Initial plan was to go up to Genting for a daytrip. Unfortunately, I fell asleep right on the couch while studying right after breakfast. They all went to have lunch and left me to sleep. Huu huu~ But at least they tapao-ed lunch for me. =)

We only finally started our journey to Genting at 3.30pm. LoL! So late! It was suppose to be 4 person going up but boey had work and beggamaster needed to pick up his animal. LoL! AnimaL!! AnimaL = Dear = Deer = AnimaL? hahaha! So, it was just me and calv. Clever, calv.. missed the turning to Genting and we were driving all the way to Pahang. He suggested we go to Bukit Tinggi then. Weee~! French Village!! I've never been there. Super sakai!

Entrance fee.. mmmm..
just to see the place..



do you see the Sarawak flag? =P



water fountain in the middle of no where...



funy colours, no?



look!! swans!!



white ones too!!



*poke*!



so cute and fluffy!!



calv says this is an ugly duckling!
jahat to the max!



i dont dare to put my fingers any closer!
if not.. later the swan nyap my fingers!!



such elegant creatures!



synchronized!!



since it was a Tuesday...
they didn't really have much activites..
but it would be a nice place to get away! =)



very unique designs



the game stall that cheat money!



stupid ducks too!
i wanted to win one of those big bear bears!



we climbed up the tower and saw this view....



there's a swimming pool!!



yes, it is so 'romantic' to declare your love by vandalising...
lame boyfriend....



every hotel building has a different colour.
so prettyy~



even the roofs!
so much effort!





i love spiral stairs though they are a b*tch to climb. LoL!
it just looks nice... haha!



there's 3 things to see in this picture..
1: the nice french village
2: the guy popping his butt..
3: my muscles on my arm.. =P



laughing and goofing around!



dont know whats this about but.. that is some odd expression!




hehe!
i'm up there!



water fountain no water one...



even the restaurant has the feel ...



the only window that has the hearts!
good eye, calv!



calv said must take pic with the clock.
everyone takes picture with the clock...
.... why? ....



i dont have any idea..
its just a clock. =P



red carriage!
i wanna ride in one!
at least once in my life! ahaha!



do you anything odd about the tower?
no??



me la! LoL!



i went to a french village! LoL!



cool design no? so much effort~



*smile*



sky look so scary and dark....



but the other side looks so nice~



at the japanese garden..
yes, apparently smokers have to be reminded not to smoke~



i bet people still do that!



love the water~



.japanese hut!


"konnichiwa, watashiwa Naomi-des."



imagine living in a place like this...



tatami Spa!!
what is so different from all the other spas??



yummy~~??



felt so tempted to pluck em!


the orchard~
not that Orchard road in Singapore!



pretty~



i like this even more!



i have no idea what this is ...
but it looks amazing!



pink roses!!
can i pluck these??!!

after the japanese garden, off to Genting it was! it started to rain! LoL! and it was getting dark. finding parking was crazy. so many people in Genting on a Tuesday?? Don't these people even work?? Ok la.. minus people like me and Calv! haha! Calv works only when he has projects! I was lucky enough to be there when everyone was jobless! LoL! Bahhahah! Why I like Genting?? Its cold up there! I love cold places!! Hahha!

the indoor theme park!



lady liberty in Malaysia?



is he the Oscar Award guy?



do you believe it?



moving and singing bears??



misty, drizzle & rain! i love!



?



mini exhibit!

Hoho! Main reason going to Genting was.... CASINO! Calv & I have never been to the Casino in Genting. So, we thought just go have fun. LoL! Boey said we'd probably only last 30mins. Unfortunately, we stayed til 3 hours! I was winning and losing and winning! Damn lucky lo... I hate gambling actually. I don't like it that I don't know if I'm gonna win or lose. In the end, Calv and I split the winnings. LoL! 3 hours, standing up! Just because I didn't dare to move and change my luck! Haahaha! We finally left Genting for KL at midnight and only reached home at 1am. Rest a bit then went to AsiaCafe in SS15 for Sushi HENG!!

Sushi HENG is cool! We never choose anything from the menu! We give him a budget and he just prepare for us anything and everything! LoL! He even gave us free Sake! LoL! I love Sushi Heng!! Hahaha! Maybe I should just find a guy who can cook for me! Hahaha! yomi needs to have more meat!!

smth new he came up with!
melted cheese on the top!



we have no idea what this is either!



almost look like pork slices! hahahaha!



Sushi HENG!
if I live in KL, I'd come here so often.. I'd be broke! LoL!



melting the cheese~~~



he puts out everything... for you to see!

eeee!!!!@@!@!@

That was a very fruitful day. =) Went everywhere and did everything! Fun! hahhaha! Horrible girl. Was suppose to study. End up going sight-seeing! LoL! Whenever I go on holidays with mum, all she does is shopping! She doesn't do the sight-seeing thing! LoL! I like the sight-seeing thing more than the shopping part. Unless of course, if I have a mobile bank that is gonna buy anything and everything for me... LETS GO SHOPPING! LoL!