Vibe

I have recently realized that I click only with a certain group of people and that I let out a weird vibe. Hahaha! A weird vibe that even my good friend can't explain because he can't feel it! Apparently, he's immune to my vibe. He says maybe it is just a vibe some people pick up. Ahhh!

Oh well. I am weird, anyway. Somehow being normal is something that is unattainable to me. But... what is normal to begin with? MMmmm... oh oh! Speaking of normality, why couldn't I have been weird with a special gift! LoL! Like the ability to read minds or have a photographic memory. That would be like being weird but with an edge. =P I'm just weird in a not so special way. Mmmmmm.... bleh..

On another note, a few people have asked me what I want for my birthday and I don't even have an idea of what I actually want. I guess I never really thought about it. I'm not 5 anymore. Santa Claus ain't coming. So, I don't make it a point to make a list of things I want. Maybe I should just sit down and think about what I want, huh? Somehow, I think its gonna be hard to think. *crazy person who does not know what she wants* Is it bad to not know what I want?

Normally, girls would dig the cute and pretty stuff. Anything shiny. LoL! Mmmmm... If I don't dig the cute and pretty stuff, does that make me even more weird? Gosh~! Nah... I still like pretty clothes and high heels. So, I am still very much a normal girl! Pheewww.. Glad I sort that out before I start doubting myself! Hahah!

Enough blabbing. I managed to get my schedule full this week. So clever me. LoL~ Everything started popping up here and there. Good la.. got stuff to do. =) Its funny how I never really use my planner during the semester but during the holidays instead. Haha! I think cause I can't keep track of my schedule during the holidays for fear of missing appointments and breaking promises. *that reminds me, I've got lots to do tomorrow* K, cut this short! Its too long by now, anyway! Tata!

Showcasing: John's Work of Art!

This was from TGIF on 5 June 2009. Still loving this video to bits! John managed to capture the very essence of that night and compiled everything into this 4 minutes slideshow. Am just keeping this here for memories. =) So, I can look back here in years to come and remember the fun and spontaneous night we had. Thanks to John for the vid~!

Its So Over~

After many weeks of agonising over the coming exams, finally it came and gone by. What's done is done. Its funny how I'm gonna start my holidays feeling weak. Been feeling weak since yesterday. Ugh~ Maybe just oddly tired. Oh well, after tomorrow.. I'm totally pushing my body to its limit! Gotta go for yet another surgery~ Sienz~

I so hope that since I've been through the whole ordeal, it should be easier to handle the second time round! It is seriously not fun to go to the general hospital 5 times in one month! Ugh~ But seriously, I think the hospital is the most happening place in Kuching. You can't find PARKING anywhere in the hospital area! It is just crazy! Cars double park everywhere! Sigh...

Holidays are here to stay. I guess I'm just gonna spend the first few days recuperating. After that, tend to all the super plans.. Hahaha! Lots to prepare for~ =P Someone just reminded me that my Singapore trip is actually so near! Haha! I haven't even think until so far. Now only think about next Saturday and my coming birthday!! Woohoo! Gonna party with my bff for the first time!! LoL! Lets see if its even 'painful' for him! Haha!

H1N1 @ Swinburne University??

MIRI, June 22 (Bernama) -- A 23-year-old student from Swinburne University in Kuching became the first person to be confirmed positive for the A (H1N1) influenza in Sarawak, Deputy Chief Minister Tan Sri Dr George Chan said here, Monday night.

He said the student had been placed in the Sarawak General Hospital's (SGH) isolation ward in Kuching since last Sunday after developing fever on his return from Melbourne, Australia last Friday.

Dr Chan said there were 21 passengers who flew together with the student on flight MH2504 back to Kuching from Kuala Lumpur, after arriving from Melbourne on flight MH128.

He urged family members and friends who had been with the students since his return to take precautionary measures to prevent the spread of the disease.

He said other passengers who flew in together with the student would also be asked to self-quarantine themselves and advised to go to the nearest hospital should they develop any sign of flu or fever.

He said apart from SGH, treatment for such flu could be sought at the Sarawak Medical Centre in Samarahan and the divisional hospitals here, Sibu and Bintulu.

He added that the people in the state should not panic over the latest case and should instead cooperate with the health authority by taking precautionary measures to prevent the spread of the disease.

CHAM CHAM! Who is the person ah?? Anyone know??? Anyone I know??? So stupid punya news, never put name.. how we know if we have come in contact with that person le?? OMg~!!~! I don't want get H1N1.. later I kena quarantine! Scary!! News sourced from Bernama.com. Thanks to Derek for giving me the heads up! Now, all Swinnies should be walking in fear~~BUT! The news so tricky one.. say student from Swinburne University in Kuching, return back from Melbourne. Means the student studies in Swinburne University in Melbourne? Then return back to Kuching? As long as the student didn't come to Swinburne University in Kuching means no problem right??

Stupid H1N1!! I'm flying off soon ooo!! I wanna go on holiday in peace la~~ Don't want to be super worried about getting H1N1. Ish~~

Once: Falling Slowly

Apparently, I actually forgot that it is possible to fall for a stranger. I don't mean by those mushy stuff like 'Love at First Sight' thing la. Somehow, I think the word 'Love' was just used because 'Fascination at First Sight' don't sound that great or have that much impact. LoL! Sides, does Love at First Sight even sound logical???

But if you ask me, the real deal starts with fascination. Haha! It has to be something that catches your attention. Something that keeps your eyes lock-in and when everything just connects, there's space for infinite possibilities! LoL!

My bff showed me a vid from 'So You Think You Can Dance' of Jonathan & Karla. The song that was playing was 'Falling Slowly'. I've been hook on that song all weekend! I was actually rocking to something more fun but suddenly this one pulled a string in me. Now inside so messed up. Dang~ LoL!

Its just a simple song but with very strong words..
Have a listen. =)

Singers: Glen Hansard and Marketa Irglova
Title: Falling Slowly
OST: Once

I don't know you but I want you, all the more for that
Words fall through me and always fool me and I can't react
And games that never amount to more than they're meant, will play themselves out

Take this sinking boat and point it home, we've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you have a choice, you'll make it now

Falling slowly, eyes that know me and I can't go back
Moods that take me and erase me and I'm painted black
You have suffered enough and warred with yourself, it's time that you won

Big Difference....

Then....

I call people out ever so rarely. I look for my friends ever so rarely because they tend to look for me even before I have any urge to look for friends. Everytime I go out, I am always accompanied by someone. Hence, when my virtual shrink asked, "What do you do when you go out alone?" .... I replied, "Most of the time, I am with someone.. rarely alone.." I guess cause I don't drive so when I'm out, it means I am with someone. Guess I was never that independent as I thought I was... bleh... -.-

Because now...

Being able to drive, I'm alone in the car. I go places alone and clever me, I used to think it'd be so nice to just go out shopping alone without having to take other people's time... but it never occured to me that I actually like having someone with me when I'm walking around malls. Obviously has to be someone I'm comfortable with la... but that is also quite hard to find. There is only a very small amount of people whom you can really feel comfortable being around them. Sometimes even being around friends whom you've known for years can also be quite unsettling.

Its high time I determine wisely whom I'm actually comfortable being around with. LoL! Find shopping buddy, swimming buddy, drinking buddy, relak buddy... mmm... wonder if my bff would mind being the all-in-one buddy. Hahha!

Driving is tiring lar.... I realized it takes a lot of skills to be able to drive smoothly on a manual car. Apparently, I am always in a hurry.. I just wanna get to the destination. My 1st passenger was none other than ... my SISTER! LoL! My super VIP passenger! I macam itu Siti, taxi driver... pick her up, drop her off, bring her here, bring her there. Luckily, I no need to open door and close door for her! =P

Oh! oh! Hence, guys who actually step out of the car and walk to the other side to open the door for a girl is super people who should be given a salute! LoL! Kuching guys rarely do that. In my lifetime, I know of ONLY ONE GUY in Kuching, who without fail would always step out of the car, walk to the other side and open the car door for me everytime we meet. At least, he has his manners but.. sungguh the amat twisted punya character. LoL! Most common scenario in Kuching is the guy would only open car doors for the girl for maybe just about the first 5 times and after that... they get lazy. Haha! No more special treatment after that. LoL..

Even simple things like this is like only seen in movies. Hahha! Movies always over exaggerate everything. In real life, rarely got such thing one. All that lovey dovey thing? Rarely happens too. That romantic song you hear all of a sudden whenever the two main characters get together only happen in movies. There ain't no music playing out of no where in real life! Hahaa!

Though, there was once it sorta happened in a park far, far away near a hill. The building at the top suddenly played jazz songs really loudly that we could hear it all the way down at the park. Sounded so heavenly on a cold morning. LoL! Bleh.. reminiscing about the past! Wake up, wake up, yomi...

Anyway, back to the issue at hand. April was my 2nd victim. =P Bahaha! But I brought her to go swimming, so at least she can relax in the pool then panic in the car later. Hahaha! Malunya~!~! My driving.. eee.. my parking even more funny.. sienz.. I guess I still like being pampered and driven as compared to driving myself.

- End of Story -

In 15 hours time....

All hell will break out! I would be scratcthing my head and hoping it would all be over soon! 1 week.... It takes only 1 more week. Soon, it will all be over! Then I can start on my new plans and projects! Seems like my schedule quite full this time round. LoL! Hence, no working! Am gonna enjoy my holiday to the max. I deserve it! After all that crap I went through. =P

gOOD LuCK tO mE, tO yOU aND eVERYONE!!
gAMBATTE!
fIGHTING!
tHEN cOME bACK aLL bLOODY & bEAT uP!
mENTALLY bLEEDING & bEAT UP!

Corpus Christi

Today's mass was celebrated in a very unusual way at St. Joseph. Its not everyday that a Cardinal from Rome celebrates a mass in St Joseph and its not everyday you have cultural performance at the end of mass. Something different though it was quite odd to have 'em dancing at the altar...

Here's a short 2-minute vid of the cultural performance:

Nobody!!

Am loving this song to bits! LoL! Its just a fun song with cute cute dance routine! LoL! Imagine seeings guys doing the dance routine! Would be so hilarious! I wonder if it would materialize for my birthday. Mmmm.... Haha! For a change, have the guys dancing instead of girls. =P Bahahha!

Have a watch! Wondergirls!

Bleh.. enough of dance dance! Time to study! OMG! ONE MORE WEEK BEFORE HELL BEGINS!! 2 MORE WEEKS BEFORE THE HELL ENDS! wwwooooootttt!!

TGIF @ Silhouette

1 Night Ago...

This was a rather spontaneous thing, yet again! Haha! Ron organized TGIF @ Silhouette spontaneously on Thursday. Didn't really put much thought about going but in the end, what the hell.. might as well go have fun first for a bit since I finish my take home exam yesterday! And! We could celebrate PK's birthday in advance!

Turns out, PK was the man of the night! Haha! He was so popular even with the guys! Haaha! Everyone wanted a piece of him! LoL! Lucky dude! He should so thank me and Ron! Hahaha! But the crowd was just fun and great! We all got along great and partied the night away! Kudos to Ronald and everyone else who was there!

Richard & PK!
PK's happy because... he is taller! =P

Da babe and me!

I dare say they are my two good friends! Haha!

Finally, a decent picture!

The Sifu?
The Student?
LoL!

Ronald, the guy who made it all happen!

They seem so happy!

Everyone is happy~!

PK and da models!

Emil doing his thang!

Tequila Pop for the birthday boy!

He downed it!

Everyone wants a piece of PK!

Hot~! Sexy~!

Boys having fun! LoL!

What are they up to now? PK giving tips to the both of them?

the 3 musketeers!

awww.. Ron looks happy~

Need I say more?? ahem! hahha!

Flaming Lamborghini! The drink that did the trick! HAha!

And so it has come to my attention... I am back to this sorta lifestyle. =P But this time round, I'm gonna make sure I have everything under control. No more going out of control again~ Not too often too~ Or else it'll just be too casual and common. Kills the fun out of it. =)

The Other Side II

2 weeks ago...

Technically this night was called 'Getting To Know Neil Strauss'. Why? I was suppose to read a short chapter in a book by Neil Strauss as recommended by da playa. There are good stuff to learn from the book. LoL! Imagine having a beer and reading a book outside a bar. Haha! I think even the waiters thought we were weird!

After the pre-drink, we moved over to T1. The place with cages! Haha! Da playa had asked me to accompany him to meet his friends. I thought, ok.. maybe his guy friends,and he didn't want to show up alone. Turns out! It was a group of girls waiting for him! What the??? Why do you need a company when you are going to meet a whole group of girls?? Hahha!

The night started out slow but it quickly picked up pace after a few rounds. Meeting random people and just having random conversations! Haha! 2 hours after only then the real fun started for me. Haha! Blame it on alcohol giving people the extra confidence! LoL! Da playa really knows how to make FUN happen. Haha!

Gying, Bong and I

Gying & Bong

She said I look like her cousin! She's not from Kuching, by the way!

Can you spot the thorn??

Da ladies~

Da Playa To BE!

This picture has a funny story it! Haha!

The Other Side

4 weeks ago....

I was dragged to the Breeze Kuching Launch Party by ah_mike. I had a hard time making a decision to go or not. For one, I had no idea what Breeze was about! Haha! I thought it was the detergent Breeze! *oops!*Blame it on my very un-updated brain with the on-goings around Kuching.

ah_mike just wanted me to get out of the house. LoL! So, yea ended up at Victoria Arms. Many unfamiliar faces but at least a few familiar ones. I guess the fun started after I accidentally won the bottle of whisky by spelling Glenmorangie backwards! Trust me! I will never ever forget how to spell the whisky! hahaha! I knew the name of the whisky because at the beginning of the event, I was just sitting quietly, minding my own business looking at the booklet of the sponsored whisky @ didn't have anything or anyone to talk to. I guess it does pay to be sitting down quietly, minding my own business. Hahaha!

Cyril had gone up to answer the question but he didn't know the name of the whisky. I remembered about the booklet so I thought of passing it to him but he went the opposite direction towards the bar instead. The DJ saw me with the booklet and pulled me to the centre! I was like.. "???" Then he asked me to spell the name of the whisky backwards in 10 seconds!! I was like.. "!!!" E-I-G-N-A-R-O-M-N-E-L-G! hAHA! Suddenly, he told the waiter to bring the bottle of whisky for me! I was like.. "woohoo! I get a bottle of whisky!" LoL!

DJ asking me to share the bottle of whisky with him!

That was totally unexpected and fun! Hahaa! So, I opened the bottle and we all shared it! Not strong enough eventhough I had it pure~ LoL! But what the heck, I won it! Its always nice to win stuff!

My winning!

Opening ceremony!

First taste!

Yam seng!

Peace!

Da ladies on the floor! Take your pick! haha!

*Pictures courtesy of annna, jimmy & cyril!

Friday, Never Hesitate...

Friday never hesitates to come. =)
It is the weekend once more.
With each weekend, everything seems brighter and HOT! Haaha!
But at least, I'm smiling once more.
Finally, coming to my senses.
Next mission!
Going into war with the papers! 3 papers to fight for!
I can't wait for three weeks to go by.
After that, I am going to take a break from everything.
Scrapping away bits and pieces of history and keeping them away.
Make way for new history! wee~! =)

No Ordinary Morning

Memories of old friends comes to mind.
All the people who meant something to me.
Everyone seems so far away.
Everyone seems so different now.
We've all been through so much.
We've all grown up.
We've all changed.
It has been so many years.
And yet there are many more years ahead.
There are so many of you that I miss.
Those days when our problems were so small.
The days I was the happiest with you guys.
I forgot what it was like to laugh all the time.
We laugh less as we get older, huh?
Its funny how when I look back on those years,
All I could think of are you guys.
If we all got together again, would it ever be the same again?
We shall one day find out! =)

He's Just Not That Into You

Watch the trailer! This is not your typical chick flick!

Its a good movie for girls~ =) Funniest part is that it was recommended to me by a guy! ugh!! At first, it was really confusing. Too many different main characters but after awhile you get the idea of who is who. They are all related somehow. The movie sets on each different person going through different stages of a relationship from trying to get into a relationship to being married and still not quite there yet.

It goes to show relationships are like an on-going work that never ends. Constant attention and effort is needed to make it work. Sounds exhausting, no? If ever a creep tells you that a relationship does not require that much work to WORK. RUN! Because I'd be damn, he'll RUN the moment the relationship goes into trial.

Here's the deal, we spend years finding the RIGHT ONE. After finding the right one, we spend several more years making sure that he or she is the right one. Maybe after all those years, that person may not be the right one. Then we have to go through the whole ordeal again back to square one. OR maybe that person turns out to be the right one. Then you get married and spend the rest of your life trying to make sure the whole thing works~

Does it not sound like we spend most of our time alive working? Work to get a job, work to put food on the table, work to make a relationship work, work to make ends meet, it is all work work work.... We work to reach the ultimate end, HAPPINESS.

So, don't ever waste your time on anyone who is just not into you. Unless by some miracle, he or she becomes the exception~ Don't bet too much on the miracle though or else you are just setting yourself up for disappointments. Maybe we just have to make the miracles ourselves. LoL~ I don't think I know what I'm saying anymore. BleH~

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