Deflating Numbers

So, suddenly I felt like cleaning up my list of friends in Facebook. I get annoyed when I see pop-ups of chats from random people who added me. Me and my smart-ass approving people I don't know. For once and for all, I thought I'd do a BIG SPRING cleaning.

And, guess what? After all that cleaning... From 532 friends, the list shrunk to 209 friends. LoL! Well, I expected it to be less. I still think 200 over is a tad bit too much. LoL! I'd say no point staying in touch when people don't actually do it. I don't see the point of inflating the number of friends when they are just phony.

Honestly speaking, I don't bother with people I don't actually know. People should do the same with me. I don't mind, at all. By definition of knowing each other is that: we were properly introduced, met on more than one occasion and talked. If not, I would only consider you an acquiantance. Although you know who I am because you know someone who knows me? Nope. We are still not friends. You don't know me and I don't know you. Period. End of story.

Think of it this way...
For me to consider a person my friend, it would take a hell lot more than just "Hello".
But of course, I do make several not very wise choices in people whom I call friends either.
There's always room to learn from mistakes. Its still not too late..

Blacking out

2 days ago, while I was standing in church. I can't remember what happened before... The only thing I remembered was once I stood up after kneeling as usual I would put my palms on the backrest of the front seat.

All of a sudden, everything went black. I could hear people singing the Lord's prayer but then my ears felt burning hot! Then everything sounded really loud and then muffled! I just stood there. Didn't dare to move. By then all I could think of was, "Is this really happening?!! What is going on?? I can't see! Does anyone realize I'm not moving???" 

I could think! But my sight and hearing went off~! I forced my eyes again trying to see. The harder I tried, I could see the people in front but only the outline of them. The rest was all grey-ish black. I turned to my mum struggled to motion to her that I'm gone.

The next thing I know I was head down! Sweating and having difficulty in breathing. By then, I could see and hear normal again. Mum kept asking what was wrong. The next thing I know, mum brought me to the car and told me to lie down. So I spent a good 10 minutes thinking about what happened. Feeling super weak.

The blame would be on.. my low blood pressure. The last time I had an episode like this was maybe 6 years ago. Now everyone is telling me to eat PORK LIVER!~!~!~! Eeeeee.... yucky!! It dissolves in the mouth and feels like sand. The small framed girl who has a weak body... Mmmm.. I don't like being categorized as weak. LoL! Me is strong like the Green HuLK! who am i kidding.. 

Its annoying when my body does not work like the rest of da human race. I sleep like a pig. I eat like a pig. I don't do sports but heck, I'm still so thin. I'm suppose to be fat! Fat like a pig! All those myths that says if you sleep all day, eat all day, laze all day.. you'll be obese. Lies! I've been doing that since young and I'm still the freaking same size. Bleh!! 

I've even gotten remarks saying I look thinner than before! OMG! Bleh! Maybe its high time to take ZenteL! LoL! Maybe there is a big fat worm in me eating all my food!! Eh, you fat worm.. I'm eating for ME! NOT YOU! Bleh...

Leavin'

One-by-one leave =(
Why leave so fast la, oi? LoL!
Now who is gonna take breaks and be bored with me?
Ok, maybe weithecandyboy but he always so the busy one...
My darling pulak always go out..
Boh lang can be bored with me liaw.. ='(
Sadness... 21 days left...
Never thought being bored could be so tiring.

Can you keep a secret?

Why do you smile like you have told a secret? Now you're telling lies cause you're the one to keep it. But no one keeps a secret, seriously no one keeps a secret. Why when we do our darkest deeds, do we tell? They burn in our brains become a living hell cause everybody tells.

Got a secret, can you keep it? Swear this one you'll save! Better lock it in your pocket taking this one to the grave. If I show you then I know you won't tell what I said cause 2 can keep a secret if 1 of them is dead.

When Saturdays Don't Feel Like It

I just realized that it is Saturday night. Apparently, it feels like any other night. I'm still tensed and worn out. This is what happens when you work Sunday-to-Sundays! OMG, I'm such a workaholic!! I need a HOLIDAY. LoL!

I'm book hunting... like a BOOKWORM. LoL! I wanna be fully prepared this time. No more fooling around with myself. Time to be more serious. LoL! How ironic.. LOL right after serious. Should I go nuts and start reading? Self study. Mmmm... so ambitious. LoL!

In other news... pot called kettle black. Some more the pot is more black compared to the kettle like 20 times. Bleh. Life is very hilarious. Awkwardly hilarious. Laugh at everything that is thrown at you because at the end of the day you'll have a happy soul. LoL! Things happen for a reason. Sometimes for stupid reasons. =P

But the 3 of Cups has live up to my expectation. =)
Life is bliss.

Lovin DiGi too!

I love DiGi
I heart DiGi!

I received an sms which said..

"Congrats! U've been chosen to receive 2x TALKTIME for your recent RM30 reload!
Check ur balance to see the extra RM30 talktime."

Of course my first thought was.. SCAM... but just to be sure I checked my credit balance. Sure enough, there it was extra RM30! Weeee!!! If I knew I was going to be awarded 2x talktime, I should have reloaded RM100!! LoL! Mmm.. but its ok. Cannot be so greedy. =) Greedy people will always lose in the end...

DiGi seem to always be giving me something. =) I feel so pampered. LoL! Well, I have been a loyal customer for 7 years now. Lets see.. DiGi gave me free movie tickets with snacks included! Free concert tickets enough to bring 3 friends! Free talktime!! Weee~ Lovin DiGi! =) Now, would they please lower the call rates to 1 cent per second? Just like one of the new mobile operator. =P Please? Hehe!

vs.

I love...

I love December, January & February! =)
Happy times, happy thoughts, happiness...
I want to stay this happy for as long as possible.
Weeee....
I'm lovin' it. =P

Looking Back 2008

2008 marks the year I never thought I'd get myself into. Rocky year... funky year... wacky year... Mmmm.. is there any point in looking back? I guess not. =) What is the past should stay in the past. This is me moving into the year 2009 with an extra ordinary celebration. Didn't see it coming but oh well, situation calls for improvisation. =P

Wishin' everyone Happy New Year!

Hopefully 2009 is filled with everything good!