Saturday, May 31, 2008
I Know It Is You
Written by yomi at 3:37 PM Saturday, May 31, 2008You're just bitter that I am happy now, that I've moved on.
You're bitter because everything you cared for, walked away from you.
Get over it. Start over just like how I did.
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You know what you did behind my back last year.
You thought I didn’t know but I knew..... all of it.
By this time last year, I have already moved on.
But I am glad I met a character like you
I learned a lot from meeting you.
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You are actually nice but when something does not go your way,
You lash out, just like a beast.
You cheated on her with so many different girls.
You even took revenge on her after everything ended.
Even if she did cheat on you, you did it too.
Fair & Square.
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If you have the guts,
Come to me,
Tell it to my face,
That I am wrong.
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I am no longer the person whom you think I am.
It took me a grand year to finally wake up.
The person I am now is someone you don’t know at all.
I am now stronger from all the incidents that happened last year.
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You were only the beginning of a bumpy year.
I find it amazing why you even bother about my life now.
Especially when I am not even interested in yours anymore.
Whatever you do from now onwards will have little effect on me.
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I acknowledge what you are doing now
But this is as far as I will accept it.
I do not need you in my life anymore.
And you obviously do not need me in yours anymore.
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I've moved on, I've put everything behind me.
The only thing that I keep from last year are the experiences.
As a reminder to myself that I should never go back to being like that.
You should too. Repent and move on.
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P.S. :
I even bothered to decorate this post for you to read.
My efforts to get you to read it.
Ignore it if you want to but this is as far as you go in my life.
No more.
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FinaLLy
Written by yomi at 1:46 AMFinally, stage one of the horror is over. aLL assignments and tests are over! This week has been the worst week I have had in the semester! I slept at 6am for 4 days in a row along with another day when I dragged myself to stay awake doing my work til 9am! Talk about NOT sleeping?
Straining my body this badly, is bad. Mum said I look like I lost weight~! Argh!!! I gotta get back to eating like there is no tomorrow and sleeping right! Hello, Sarawak Club! Home of yummmy food! I'll be there everyday studying! The best place to study without any distraction. No Internet at aLL! Argh! I don't have my laptop either!
I got myself yet another necklace! hahaha! It was on sale! It looks like a real antique! I realized that I am attracted to unique stuff that don't look common! LoL! As usual, my fashion style is always off the hook! Different from the norm! Just how I like it! I want to be an Image Consultant! LoL!
FinaLs are in a week time! aLL HeLL is ouT!! I'm gonna wake up tomorrow and clean my room, clean the house! Then start studying! wooooottt! I like this semester so much!
- No conflicts
- No distractions
- No headaches
- No heart aches
- No painful emotions
- No problems
- No worries
Life should be like this everyday~ =) To my dear friend who is now feeling down and low on friendships. Make a change and move forward away from everything that is the source of the pain. You have a choice to either feel this way or just start over from scratch **from the ones who care and loves you**, Get back those simple things in life and enjoy them. Forget everything that is superficial. =) Just like what I did. Good LucK!
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Thursday, May 29, 2008
Queen For A Moment: Swinburne Night '08
Written by yomi at 1:34 AM Thursday, May 29, 2008Seen me lately? LoL! Everyday is like a big party! Ok, minus the part where people start calling me, "SwinQueen!" LoL! Swinburne Queen~ Don't worry, there was no coronation of whatever sort and no I don't get any crown or power invested in me! *I WisH*
The SwinQueen title came after the Swinburne Night. LoL! That night was crazily fun! I realized though that I was a tad bit overdressed. Felt a bit out of place. Since I came bravely alone meeting up with my date at the venue but without an idea of where or who to sit with, I ended up with the loudest table of all! The DanceSport Club Team & Co.
Uni playing with DanieL
DanieL & his gal
Me & my childhood friend
Erm... LoL! Such a cynical smile!
Ok ok! Take 2 normal smile!
We sang along to performances, we danced along with performances and we made a big hoo-haa. Our table was just off the hook! Compared to the Swinburne Night I attended last year, this year was much more fun. I guess the company you are with totally makes the difference. If your group just casually sits there and I see you, you see me. I eat, you eat. Pretty much sums up your evening as lack of enthusiasm.
Finally catching up with my date!
The game is called?
Do the Tarzan, Jane, King Kong action!
This is Tarzan!
This is King Kong!
So what is Jane?? =P
There were some great performances like the Jazz street dancers, songs by Wilson, Fara, modern rock band, The Simpsons and not forgetting the DanceSport Club Team. At least half of the performances was good. The student council could have at least had an audition for the performers. But everyone deserves a fair chance, I guess.
Looky, chicks!! Josey & April!
Playing it cool~
Caught Rad outside with.... ?
Muneeb!
So, the Swin King and Swin Queen was based on voting system. 2 nominees for King & Queen. So there was 4 of us on stage. Guess what we had to do? Catwalk! We were suppose to catwalk from one end of the stage to the other and introduce ourselves. I had already plan to tell everyone to vote for the other nominee, Liyana. She was sly.. she asked me for my name before she did her catwalk and when she introduced herself, she told everyone to vote for me!!
When it was my turn? Walk walk, pose, lock, walk walk take microphone and said, "Hi, I'm Naomi. If you like me, pleaseeeee vote for her!" *Pointing at Liyana!* So paiseh!! I've never done any catwalk in front of a crowd before so don't judge me! Haha!
The final decision was made by the people at the VIP table and the student council, me thinks. So yap, me da Queen. Da King was Alda. He gets a set of cuff links and a belt. Da Queen gets a set of pearl earrings and pearl necklace by Tiffany. No Crown. =P Awww..
The night ended with the announcement of the best performance and an encore. Ui, best performer gets RM200!! I want! The winner? Mr. Rezuan who was rapping! LoL! Uni dragged me up on stage yet again! By then, quite a number of people were dancing on stage! That technically ends the Swinburne Night.
Fun filled night with the DanceSport Club. And where was my date? Awww.. he was busy working but I managed to catch him a few times and also after the whole thing ended. Poor him, he was so tired after the whole thing ended~
Your Queen
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Wednesday, May 28, 2008
p!ng p!ng p!ng
Written by yomi at 3:20 AM Wednesday, May 28, 2008p!ng
*head hurts*
p!ng
*tired*
p!ng
*war begins*
p!ng
*stress*
p!ng
*need sleep*
p!ng
*need a holiday*
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Friday, May 23, 2008
Ass Whoop!
Written by yomi at 11:49 PM Friday, May 23, 2008I managed to live without my phone the whole day! Congratulate me! It is a great achievement that I am able to leave the house without my phone for the whole day!
Guess what? I went to University looking like an AUNTIE! =P That was not the point, I was suppose to look professional as I was having a mock job interview later in the evening.
But yeah, I ended up looking AUNTIE cause I chose to tie up my hair and wore my glasses. (no didn't take picture! was too tired to have fun!) My super high heels was not helping either which got me into a foul mood. So half way through the day, I let down my hair and changed to a pair of flats~ My day was much more tolerable after.
Back to the topic, getting my ass whoop! The whole day, friends were asking why was I dressed so awkwardly formal. I just said, "I have a mock job interview later." The moment they hear this, they start bombarding me questions! UnI was giving me tips and telling me how his mock interview went! And then he started asking all the questions like,
"Why should my company hire you?"
"What makes you stand out from all the other applicants?"
"What are your weaknesses?"
"Why do you want this job with our company?"
I was taken by surprised and I didn't think he was really expecting answers from me! Which he waited for me to answer and I was just blank!
So how bad did I get my ass whooped? It was not that bad! Haha! I mean Ms. Christina was drilling me with a lot of questions and Corina was seriously taking revenge on me since I drilled her on her mock interview! LoL! But it was OK!
The best twist of aLL? We turned the tables on our lecturer, Ms Christina! We ended up interviewing her in front of the class! It was a great idea at first because she would give us a good example of how we should tackle question during an interview. It was Steven and I who interview our lecturer. But guess what? Our lecturer's answers and QUESTIONS totally blew us away! We ended up being nervous of her answers and also her questions!
That was fun! Our lecturer was such a sport! But she's been asking me to join the Debaters' Club, now she wants to prepare Steven and I for the SwinCup?? Newbie = Noobie!
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Tempted
Written by yomi at 12:49 AM
Temptation came back to collect. The feeling of being seduced by temptation is not as fun as it used to be. Back in the days when temptations came a bit way too often, it was exciting and thrilling but I guess I have really grown out of those days.
Now, it seems that the temptation has come to collect the missing pieces in hopes of picking up where it stopped. As much as you hate temptations like these, it is the feeling of being tempted that intrigues you. It becomes like a feather tickling your heart to irritate it and confuse it.
But it is this very same temptation that you know will never go far. It is the very same temptation that makes you feel you want to believe that it is for real. Having temptations flirting with your mind makes you vulnerable.
IT IS TIME I TAKE CHARGE! I will not let temptations get the better of me. It chose to walk away once and I moved on. Don't think it can just walk back into my life now that I'm over and done with it. I only feel sorry for it because it will never realize the joy of knowing what you really want.
Temptation isn't really bad but I have just given up on things like these. They do not guarantee anything for the future as they take anything and everything as if it is just a bloody stepping stone. The feelings that temptations can give you is only but superficial.
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Wednesday, May 21, 2008
MAS vs AirAsia
Written by yomi at 6:01 PM Wednesday, May 21, 2008
Don't you think the competition between Airasia and MAS is benefiting us, the consumer? Heck, now both airlines are promoting Zero Fares for domestic and international routes. I don't mind as long as I have the choice of choosing which gives me the best fare, the best service, the best flight schedule, etc..
The day MAS announced they were going for the Zero Fare campaign, Tony Fernandez flipped! Great news for us consumers BUT bad news for Airasia. I read in the newspapers that he threw a tantrum. Later that same week, Airasia came out with the Sub-Zero campaign.
One question that came to mind was, "Need permission to compete with each other har??" Everyone competes with everyone. It is just called having the competitive edge in business. So deal with it! Airasia has never cared for MAS, anyway! Airasia always brought matters up to the ministers. Complain this, complain that. MAS gave so much way to Airasia from the moment they started just because.. someone's son-in-law is a big shareholder in Airasia.
All this Zero Fare campaign sounds really good but of course the catch is to pay the 'other' extra charges. Airport tax, baggage handling fees, fuel surcharge, etc... Well, the only reason why Airasia's airport tax is lower because they don't park their planes for a long period of time at the airports.
Daily routine is that Airasia lands and within 30-45mins the plane will be off flying again. So imagine how many times that same particular plane flies in that one day? It does make me worry when I take night flights. Figuring out how many times has that particular fly back and forth is scary! MAS parks their planes for a far longer time. Giving the engines some time to rest, checking and maintaining the planes and clearing it for take off.
But anyway, this price war is doing good for me. I don't have much to complain. Some 'people' now are saying that this price war has to stop. Why must stop?? Why? Why? Why? We have to pay our own tickets with our own money. Those up there?? They use tax payers money to fly! What do they care? With just one trip to Europe, they can spend up to RM100,000 on flight tickets, accommodation, tours and ground arrangements. I know one of em' recently did! Whose money are they using?! HRMP!
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Sunday, May 18, 2008
After One Year
Written by yomi at 11:37 PM Sunday, May 18, 2008I think it was roughly one year since the last time I hung out at Chilax. So tonight, we tried our luck! It was open! Chilax does not open every night like other places. They banyak ikut mood. So you have to be very lucky. LoL! I have been meaning to go back there for a long time. Reason why? I got issues with certain deck of cards there. =P
So the whole reason of actually dropping by there tonight was to enjoy the super cold air-cond and get a Tarot card reading yet again. Lately, it has been hot, yea? So hot, I just wanna find air-cond every minute of the day! Try Chilax, their air-cond is working so well.. I was freezing and shivering inside! I could feel my fingers getting pin & needles!
I'm a cynic, yes. I don't simply just believe things as it is. I take that everything can be deceiving. Last year I had a Tarot card reading, the end result was so weird so much so that I could remember the last card that was read. I couldn't understand as to who or what the card was trying to say.
Little did I know, the card.. that particular card was a great warning because 3 months later... something did happen and as predicted, it happened as the details stated on the card. It was only after it happened that I remembered bout the last Tarot card. *spooooooooooooooky*
So tonight, I had another go at it. The last card? Again! So weird! There was more than 3 cards which was so true regarding environmental factors, recent past events and influences! My partner in crime had a go at it too. The cards was so him, man! Even he was surprised by how the cards could tell so much about him. A true skeptic, he is.
My views on Tarot cards?
Don't completely believe in it but just keep an open mind to it.
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Saturday, May 17, 2008
So What Makes GG so Good?
Written by yomi at 2:50 AM Saturday, May 17, 2008I so need GG! I so wanna kill G too! G's character is so polluted and and and... Serena just gets into so many different kind of mess everyday!! Her past is just so bad. The truth always comes out. Its one of the fundamental rules of TIME and when it comes out it can set you FREE or END everything you fought so hard for.
Episode 18 is the Season Finale!! My gAWD! WHy??!! But crap.. DAN! You!! RAR!! Not my favourite guy anymore! So fast fall for G! StupiD! So easily smitten by disguised 'victims'! Grand, now I don't like the lead guy anymore. They better make him have a good come back!

The best cast ever! So much conspiracy! So much drama! Amazing! Be sure to catch the last episode of Season 1, next week! See the show everyone is talking about and you're a nobody until you're talked about.

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Thursday, May 15, 2008
Yay!
Written by yomi at 6:26 PM Thursday, May 15, 2008Yay!! Corporate Accounting Test 2 down~! rar! But if I had spent more time on it, it would have been better. But I'm glad its done! Wee~!! Going to celebrate it with SUSHI! Wee!~! I hope I get extra portions cause Ah don is on a diet! LoL!
Feeling fat? Want to lose some weight?
Feel like you can't keep your hands off food? Always having that craving?
Fear of you not being able to keep to your diet??
Fear NOT! I'm here to help!
Keep me around you whenever you eat and I will make sure you won't over eat! =)
That way, you can kiss extra fat away! Me on the other hand will gain the extra pound.
Win - win situation.
Help me to help you!

And I'll see what I can do to help you shed those pounds!
HAhahha! What do you think of my dieting services? LoL! While I hear a lot of people complaining about wanting to lose weight, it seems that I am the only person complaining about wanting to put on weight. Hahaa! I guess I am always the opposite of the norm. I don't like chocolates, I'm left handed, I want to put on weight, etc...
I feel too blissful for now. I am sure there is a punishment for being this blissful and contented with life. It feels and smells too good to be true. =P I'm such a cynic! Why can't I just take things as it is??
I only have temporary freedom. I have 3 things that will kill me brain by the end of May. Corporate Accounting assignment and e-Business assignment. Not forgetting Management Decision Making Test 2! Can someone please give my brain a massage???
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Tuesday, May 13, 2008
Happy Birthday, D!
Written by yomi at 11:25 PM Tuesday, May 13, 2008If you are reading this.. do have a look at your legs! =P Are they still as sexy and white as these? Haha! You are so white! Like ME! haha! Hope you like the surprise party we threw for you last night. Sorry for the facial! It wasn't me! Haha! No facial for me on my birthday, ar!
You are indeed a very 'innocent' fella and I am very thankful to have met you. You managed to bring me back to Earth and remind me to enjoy the finer things in life not forgetting helping me leave my old lifestyle behind. You have a weird effect on people around you. Whenever you are around everyone is happy and smiling. You have that bright light of happiness in you which is contagious. Haha! Stay happy and smiley always!!
I hope your wishes come true and that you have a great birthday. =)
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Saturday, May 10, 2008
Reflexes
Written by yomi at 12:59 AM Saturday, May 10, 2008I would not say my reflexes are super duper good. Sometimes it is in tip top shape but sometimes I am as slow as a snail. Catch that when I'm blur and tired. =P But I think, one of the reflexes that I am seriously unable to control is my mouth. Hahaha~ I guess maybe it is because my brain is unable to filter faster as compared to my mouth spilling the words out. My inner dialogue has obviously malfunction on me. =P Or my word processor is at 100GHz!!
I also have this problem where I would never answer straight questions straight. Almost everyone I meet says that I come up with the most interesting answers to straight questions. =P That is because half the time I am saying something that is so right and yet sound so wrong in a million and one way. I guess this is due to overexposure to English humor and sarcasm? Haaha!
I like meeting people with a good sense of humor and those who actually catch some balls when I am using sarcasm. They'd have a good laugh along with me but when it comes to people who don't actually understand humor like that? They tend to find what I say offensive. Chill, people. Life is too short to be uptight. Have some laughs in your life. You need it!
Throw me someone with a huge ego and I would seriously just blow him down with my comebacks. But look no further though, I do feel guilty after awhile when I realize that maybe somethings are best left unsaid. Blame it the reflexes of my mouth. Sometimes I do wish that I could catch the words that come out of my mouth just in time before it reaches the ears of the public. I tend to bring more laughs to people around me because seeing people laughing and enjoying their time with me makes life a lot more worth while.
So...
do excuse my odd sense of humor,
my uncontrollable reflexes and
also my sarcasm!!
3 leaves
Friday, May 09, 2008
Over Obsessive
Written by yomi at 1:29 AM Friday, May 09, 2008
Yeap that is me. I realized I am over obsessive with the slightest detail when it comes to anything. I have always had remarks from the oddest people that I have OCD. Then it occurred to me that I may actually be suffering from that disorder but now it is on a small scale.
I remembered when I was younger and I would be obsessed with my hands and feet. Every time before I enter my bedroom, I would wash my hands and feet. If I leave my bedroom and returns 10 minutes later, I would repeat the same procedure before entering my room. In my head, it was more of my room being a place where I rest and I want to keep it as clean as possible.
Years later, I realized I had this thing against people sitting on my bed especially with clothes that they have been out with. Because while they are sitting on my bed, my brain is processing all the images of where they have sat before and how much dirt must be on the pants transferring to my bed! It is even worse when someone sits on my pillow!!

But now.. it is.. me being obsessed with minor details of my assignments. I reread the whole thing over and over again. Each time I do, I find something not right. I get so annoyed just looking at uneven lines! Obsessed with minor DETAILS! It is a group assignment and it seems that I am the only one that is being super meticulous about every single detail.
My group members kept assuring me that it looks perfect already, nothing seems to be wrong. The more I read, the more I find something is missing, something is not right, requires more elaboration, spacings, etc. It got to a point where they waited for me a whole hour for me to thoroughly check everything until I am fully satisfied to get to printing.
Tired~ It is the end of the week which I can have no rest because weeks ahead are going to bring me up the wall! 1 month later? My finals~ Grand~ 2 months later? =P Ahem!*
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Thursday, May 08, 2008
Happy Birthday!
Written by yomi at 3:19 AM Thursday, May 08, 2008

おたんじょうび おめでとう ございます!
Otanjou-bi Omedetou Gozaimasu!
But this is not suppose to be about me! It is about my sister! Today is her birthday! =) weee~ She told me she went on a shopping spree for her birthday. I do think that buying at least one gift for yourself on your birthday is just about the best gift you can get! =P I have a grand suspicion that her friends got a set of Dior stuff. Maybe perfumes, maybe cosmetics. Yet to confirm it because her MSN PM was "Dior Me!".
No one can go wrong with perfumes, cosmetics or jeweleries for ladies. There is not one female form that I know would dislike those things! Hahha!
Happy Birthday, Jei!
Hope you like the e-snail mailed birthday card!
**the scanned pictures were purposely edited to not show part of the message. =)
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Monday, May 05, 2008
Drunk Tired
Written by yomi at 11:05 PM Monday, May 05, 2008I think my body just collapsed earlier. I just had a refreshing bath and suddenly I thought I'd just take a quick shut eye on the bed. Apparently, it turned out to be a 2 hours rest. Waking up didn't turn out that great.
I had a busy week last week that it was by far the one week I pushed myself beyond my limit this year. Last week, I had too many datelines for assignments, postings, tests. I made time to help Vivian and her friends out for their assignment which I'll probably go into maybe later this week.
Made time to meet up with Feli who was back only for a super short period with Kristen, her coursemate. We had fun catching up and it was a pleasure to meet Kristen. On Feli's last day in Kuching, we met up for tea and had lunch with Anna. We had a quick silly time in the car when she suggested we practice our big smiles and wave! She waved so enthusiastically with her pearly whites showing while I smiled with my eyes being super wide! It was crazy but really fun! She said, "fake smile can detect one. it is when your smile dont reach the ends of your eyes!" hahha!
Weekend was full on from morning onwards til 1am. Since I had an unexpected guest back in Kuching from Abu Dhabi, UAE for a 3 makan-filled days. Everytime we meet, makan this makan that. Everything makan~ It was an all adult and all ladies meet up with me being the youngest female. But at least I joined in the fun, talking~ Not all adults are workaholics or boring people. =)
But back to the issue, almost everyone in uni today could see I was tired out. I had mix remarks. One said I look better because my tired eyes shows my double eyelids more prominently while others said they could really see that I need all the rest I can get.
Hence, I am now feeling drunk tired. So drunk with tiredness that even my eyes are blinking so slowly. I need to recover soon~ I have more datelines and tests coming up~ The very routine life of students. I think I'm way too pampered this year with my sleep. Last semester, I knew that I was pushing myself a lot that I rarely get much sleep. This year instead I tried to make sure I get 6-10 hours sleep a day since most of my classes only start after noon. So when I only get 4-5 hours sleep, my body starts retaliating.
ではきょうはそれまで。
dewa kyou wa sore made
さようなら。
sayoonara。
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Everyday Low Fares
Written by yomi at 3:09 PMBooking period for this offer starts today and ends on 19 May 2008! Quick, quick.. plan your holidays ahead and get your tickets now! I know I am. =) Go check it out: Malaysia Airlines
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Saturday, May 03, 2008
Of Nobility
Written by yomi at 1:30 AM Saturday, May 03, 2008Meeting people from noble families is a great honour. How often are you invited to the house of an honourable family for tea? The house is beautifully preserved to keep the ancient traditional architecture but inside it is fully air-conditioned! =P Wooden walls and floors. With many cultural artifacts like ancient jeweleries, ancient guns or ancient ornaments. I remembered there were many times when I would walk around the whole house looking at the walls, the display cases, the tables as there is just something unique about everything in the house.
The house had 3 living rooms and a dining room on the ground floor. The kitchen was a no trespass area, only the maid comes out through the door which led to the kitchen. She always welcomes guests happily and she actually remembers me! It is not like I visit them often! haha! She had served the family over 15 years and so she is rather close to them.
Oh, not forgetting the toilet! Or to call it in a nicer manner, the restroom is huge! Tastefully decorated! Huge dressing table with a seat for you to freshen up, everything nicely arranged on the table. You wouldn't even think to call the restroom a toilet! I guess with the type of guests that they receive, it is required to have nice toilets. =P No pictures taken. Privacy man~ It is not a museum!
A reasonable person would think they would be arrogant and unconventionally sophisticated but surprisingly not! The son actually walks to the city. He does not even mind! I was thinking that they would probably get the driver to send them around everywhere. So very down to Earth people. And yes, they do eat in kopitiam! Because local food in certain kopitiams are good! LoL! Down to Earth, no?
Noble families do not flaunt to the world about who they are. They prefer it if no one around them knew as people tend to treat them differently after knowing who they actually are. The idea is to always not be in the public light. Quoted, "Trying hard to be in the limelight means you are a nobody to begin with. Having the limelight on you makes you more vulnerable." Noble families has the press on them so they know what it is like to feel not having their own privacy.
It is of great experience to be around them and having decent conversations with respectful people. They have much to say about their own experiences and I like listening to how they have come to being who they are now. It becomes some sort of an inspiration to me.
So anyone, care to enlighten me on your experiences and achievements over tea? =P
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Thursday, May 01, 2008
Gathering of Friends
Written by yomi at 11:44 PM Thursday, May 01, 2008Happy after makan,
Happy after playing.
Let's have another potluck! haHaha!
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