So What....

So what is so great about blogging?? Lately, some people I know has been asking the same questions I am asking myself. A few years back, blogging was just for fun. Well, for me it was for fun, a place for me to vent out my anger and also a place where I keep my memories. (indirectly my diary but I am always writing in hints anyways! XD so unless you can read in between the lines of words, there are just too many hidden meanings only for myself to remember! Haha!) I didn't even bother if anyone read it~~

And NOW? Blogging has now became a 'necessity'. It is as if every single teenager thinks it is a MUST to have a blog and that being a blogger is so 'cool'. And everything they do, every outing is turned into a blog material.

1. It started to get annoying last year when I heard this line way too many times....
   
   "Oh oh! This is so blog material!! I am going to take pictures of this and blog about it!"
   "Wait wait! I want take picture.. must put on my blog!"
   
   
2. Then there was this line...
   "You don't have a digital camera?? How can that be! IT IS A MUST FOR A BLOGGER TO HAVE A CAMERA! Such a very important thing when you are a blogger.~"
   
   Right.... And then suddenly there was PREREQUISITES to being a blogger. Wow~ It is like joining the BLOGGERS CLUB. If my prediction is right, people might just come up with a whole CLUB of bloggers and soon people will have to start paying for having a blog.
   
   
   
3. And you have people who put blogging top priority before everything else?? [blog obsessed]
   Wow~ These people are the glam, attention-seeking people. You follow everyone else or more specifically, other bloggers. You wanna go where they go, do what they do and then write it up and put it on your blog. Then somehow even your own friends is put at the same rank as your blog readers. The whole point of meeting up is to be able talk but when you just shut people out and talk about your blog.
   
   Imagine everything you do, the word blog comes up so the damn often. I am a blogger myself but I don't talk about my blog so freaking often. It is even worse when you keep going about blogs when it is obvious there are none bloggers among the group and talking about blogs and virtual people is only to alienate friends who do not blog at all.
   
   
   
4. Then there are those bloggers who are so damn concerned about their blog traffics...
   "Ah!! I had over 100 over visits!"
   "Ever since so and so mentioned bout my blog, the traffics has been shooting up"
   "Owh... today so little people visit my blog.."

So blogging has become this glamourous you do in hopes that you will become famous.. And I have watched just way too many people trying to make it. Maybe give them til the end of this year? By then maybe they make it? But in the process they might end up loosing their own real friends since they are just so virtually into their own VIRTUAL LIFE. Try balancing it!! Everyday talk about blog also sien ya know~~ People complain complain... Ear also can bleed~~

Parasites!

NO, my home isn't suffering from parasites if you are wondering. I wouldn't want any. I'm SURE NO ONE WANTS ANY PARASITES living with them. But DO you realize that there are 'parasites' around you? By 'parasites' I mean people who are described as parasites?

par-a-site
n.

1. An organism that grows, feeds, and is sheltered on or in a different organism while contributing nothing to the survival of its host.
2. One who habitually takes advantage of the generosity of others without making any useful return.

I very much dislike people who live on others. It is as if they are around you for a hidden agenda. I find it annoying. It is also quite annoying to watch others having parasites around them. And the problem is you can't tell them that those are parasites because you don't know how your friend will react or will your friend even believe you?

But because your friend seem to love having those parasites around for glam purposes it may just be best to leave em' alone and let them have their fun. Who knows maybe those parasites will finish off playing parasite??? Lets all hope so or MAYBE NOT~!

Feeling Unlucky?

Here I am after a long day. A long and unlucky day. You know how it is? When it is just one of those days where everything just seem to go so wrong? YEa~ That kinda happened to me. Its funny because compared to last Sunday. Last Sunday I was considered way very lucky.

Last Sunday I managed to go a spa. In which when we actually moved into the spa, it started to rain heavily. After we finished, it stopped raining and off we went to Kuching Fest. So obviously parking is one big problem when it comes to being there. But to our great amazement, we got parking easily... some more it is a legal parking space! haha!

When it comes to wanting to eat at Kuching Fest? Having tables and chairs are important but guess what? Within walking half the place, we found an empty table! Talk about luck! So off we went happily looking for food. On the way home after dinner, it started to rain yet again! Thank goodness I was on my way back in the car already. Lucky? I think SO!

But today was.. totally the opposite!


First, the fan thought it was funny to fall. It fell, hit my nose and mouth before making a last hit on my laptop screen. I actually thought my laptop screen would have broken off from its body but I had covered my mouth and nose in pain running towards the toilet.

The moment I checked out my face... my nose was ALRIGHT, not bleeding, not broken. My lips seems ok.. open mouth.... bloood~ WHole thing blood.. my teeth were covered in blood. Then upon looking properly, the top part of my lips had one red line. Sliced... *GRAND!*

Since no deep injury, no huge cuts.. hence no stitches required. Yay! No visits to doctors! No needles. Right... Only problem is my lips is now slanted due to the swelling. I can't talk much or laugh. Eating is even worse. I cant opened my mouth wide. I have to suck the rice OFF the spoon!

Hoping that the only injury my laptop suffered from was the keyboard.. but little did I know that after that my laptop suffered internal injuries due to STUPID VIRUS. So I tried fighting the virus, removing this and that but instead it just gets worse. Tried fixing for 5 hours. Totally screwed. I actually cried thinking I won't ever see my files anymore.But I managed to transfer some to my bro's comp. Only that now, his comp has a problem starting up!

NOw What???? Being unlucky, 3 times in a row... isn't that enough? I realized that it is always 3 consecutive times.

Feeling LUCKY OR UNLUCKY TODAY??

Star Movie Carnival

I just got home from watching 3 movies straight at the Amphitheatre. It was the Star Movie Carnival. Yes, it was raining. Thanks to Serena and Nabillah who reserved a seat for me under a yellow shade with a plastic chair! haha! Lucky~ Most of others had to sit outside under an umbrella just to patronize the movies.

I was really happy watching HAPPY FEET. I love BEATS & RHYTHM! Boom boom chak! Haha~! HARRY POTTER AND THE ORDER OF THE PHOENIX was a slight let down. No wonder everyone said it was not worth it. The last movie which started at 12.30am was 200 POUND BEAUTY. I cried watching it! So sad but so ppppwwweeeetttyyyyy..

Sitting for 6 hours on a plastic chair isn't that nice. My lower back ached much! Hahah! But it was worth it. Hehehe! I might go back again tomorrow to catch The Simpsons and Die Hard 4.0 if my brother wants to go, that is. Why can't we have a DRIVE-IN Movie Theatre??? Where you can just sit in the comfort of your own car and watch a movie projected ahead?? I think it would be uber cool!! WHAT DO YOU THINK???

Freeze...

Its so freaking cold. My lecturer didn't turn up for class. NOw... Wouldn't I want to be home sleeping??? Woke up early for nothing! NOw have to freeze to death in the lab. I'm so sleepy... Rar~ I'm half blogging and half solving the cube again. That is just how bored I am.

As people always keep away from trouble. I know many have to me to. I am keeping away from trouble. well, -sorta-. Trouble finds me. I don't have to find it. Then what do you do? Who do you call? Where do you go? How to get rid of it?

WE fREEze em and then eliminate those troubles! With??? GhoST BusterS!! I know lame~! Don't shoot me. Haha! Lately, I know I'm lame. But it's fun~! hahha~! Ok, time to keep away from trouble! Bye bye!!

of music and lyrics

And yes yomi has this thing for music. Anything which has a beat, rhythm and lyrics. The whole works.


CURRENT OBSESSION:

Artist: Rascal Flatts
Album: Me and My Gang
Song Title: What Hurts The Most

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house, that don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go but I'm doin' it
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still harder getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over I would trade give away
All the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken


My Comment: Very country.. The video is sad. I give it to the chick in the vid. Very touchy feely.

Check out the vid: What Hurts The Most

Making Mistakes

Sometimes you have to make a big mistake to figure out how to make things right.............
Mistakes are painful but they are the only way to find out who you really are..........................

I know who I am now.
I know what I want.
I know where to go from here.
Everything is going to be different.
From here on out, nothing is going to be the same

Me No LIke Thursdays

Ok...

Today's CONCLUSION :

I don't like Thursdays.
**At least for this whole semester only

On Thursdays, I am suppose to have 6 classes. Total hours of it? 7 hours. Clever me~ Whose damn idea to put all 4 subject lectures on Thursdays? Crazy... This semester has just weird time schedule. WEird weird weird....

I don't think I like my early morning class. My eyes are just so tired at 8.30am. In other news, I don't think I like my tute group very much for ONM. It has scary head eating, catlike, malicious and spiteful people in it. =( hooo~ cry~

They don't literally bite your head off but they look like they could jump at you and strangle you from across the table. And their tone! So rude and bossy. =( They asked for opinions but when people actually try to voice out, they shoot you down like animals. Very spiteful people...

Hence, I didn't even feel like voting. Because eventhough majority won and 'they' were the minority, 'they' still didn't want to give in. The final conclusion came to those 14 who chose Plan A will deal with it themselves while the others who chose Plan B deal with their own. Now! What happened MAJORITY WINS?

'They' totally and completely didn't want to give in at all! We have not even pick our group committee, in which I am pretty scared to see what happens from there. After the first half an hour in that meeting, I resolved to shutting up because these people obviously do not want any other opinions other than theirs. 'They' want everything done their way. It is called a group project~ GROUP RULES!

I don't mind which ever way it goes as long as I do my part and pass this subject. But according to seniors whom I told the whole scenario to said that my project team is in for a CRAP showcase and that it will just be down-right sucky. =( Other groups do not even have such problems...

And get this! IT IS ONLY THE FIRST MEETING!!! Hoho... and it looked like a MASSACRE. The victims? They had no means of defense nor do they pose any immediate physical threat to these killers~! Where is the mercy?????? =p

Feel So Free

And I feel so free, I feel alright.... Never thought I'd feel like I feel now. =) Avoiding trouble and pushing away matters that doesn't relate to you seriously can do wonders to you. =) Knowing less is also much better. =P

I feel that everything is a bit peaceful. Weekend went by nicely but now.. it is just getting a little to quiet and calm.... Do you know the saying, 'it is always quiet and calm right before the big blow'?? It kind feels like that now. *raise eyebrow*

Everything is so quiet and peaceful now that it is feeling a bit weird. Haaha! As if something might just fall from the sky and ruin everything. Hahaha! I guess maybe it is good that it is quiet and calm now. It gives me some time to relax and live a little. =) Ignorant is bliss. =)Just ignore all the flaws and see the good in everything else but just don't fooled. =P

Are YOU feeling FREE today? =)

Roland Promo

There was a performance night at Sarawak Tourism Centre organized by IMH and Roland in conjunction with IMH Grand Music Sale. IMH = International Music House. The grand music sale was held for 2 days. Big discounts on musical instruments and other products. This only happens once a year so if you are ever interested in buying any musical instruments, watch for their SALE.

The performance night was slightly different from their normal concerts as some of the performers were flown in from West Malaysia to showcase Boss and Roland's products.

For the first performance, Ms Joyce played 4 classical pieces (memorized!) on the digital grand piano. Do not be fooled. This grand piano model is actually smaller than the usual ones. The body is shorter which means it does not require a lot of space. =) Space savvy~

Second performance, Mr Vincent Wong who graduated in Masters in Composition in Melbourne University. He has performed in Japan and Germany. Besides composing music, he's also into dance chereography and acting? Very artistic person~ For the night, he played his own composition entitled 'Language of Memories' in which it was written about all the memories he has. =) **HE ACTUALLY CLOSED HIS EYES WHEN HE STARTED TO PLAY!! spooky~~!**

Thirdly, it was JuzzFriends performing jazzy numbers. They performed two instrumentals and their own version of 'I Only Have Eyes For You'. Something more upbeat compared to the last two performance.

The last performance was by Oceans of Fire. Ocean of Fire is a instrumental rock band consists of 4 members from Penang. It was seriously just music and noise~ But I must give it to them, it was not bad. Not the MAT ROCK style of course. =P

The performance night was a great blend of classical, contemporary, jazz and rock. All in one. =) Don't have RrrNNBB and TeK NO. =P hehe!! Any performance by IMH should be alright. They always try to blend in everything so that it appeals to the younger generation. =)

Pictures courtesy of ben ben of www.benmoh.blogspot.com
Thank you ah Ben!! =)
*me don't dare bring my bro's camerabecause its huge and too obvious, paiseh!!* =P

Distracting ACTS

I had this huge class on Friday morning on the 8th floor. Our lecturer mentioned that he had 180 students in which he had to force half of it to a different lecture time so that the class wouldn't be huge! Because... the class is just so DAMN NOISY! Like seriously noisy~

I sat at the 2nd row from the front. So yes, class was boring.. but at least I tried to get something into my head. =P Lecturer was talking in front showing boring slides and most of the students at the back were yacking away loudly. ANnoying...

But suddenly, the lecturer said through the mic,"Two of you at the back, GET OUT OF MY CLASS" Everyone turned quiet and turned to the back to see who it was. I didn't think he was serious. I was thinking he was only threatening. But he put down his mic and walked to the back.

He pointed at the persons in which I still couldn't see who. He just said, "Both you get out of my class now" Everyone still looking and waiting to see what happens. A guy got up, took up his bag and head for the door. Next was a girl who got up and left.

Then the lecturer walked back to the front and said through the mic,
"I do not allow indecent acts that will be a distraction to me when I am lecturing."

Hoho! When I saw it was the couple who got KICK OUT OF CLASS, I kinda guessed it wasn't just because they were talking but because earlier in the lift I saw the guy couldn't keep his hands off the girl.

From my sources who was sitting on the same row as them, the guy had his arms around the girl and had his head on her shoulders. Haha~ Oh well, they were lucky that they only got kick out of the class and that their names were not taken down.

Malaysian not so open-minded YET to approve such acts publicly (PDA). Society here are still very much conservative. Among the young people, maybe it is ok but not among the elder generations.

But really, those ACTS are quite distracting even for me. =P Haha! I was so surprised when I first saw couples showing affections in public while I was in Singapore a few years back. I actually giggled and pointed to my sister who told me, it is very common here in Singapore.

So now you know how to distract me liaw! Hahaha!

Sleep Debt Yet Again

First week of semester and here I am having sleep debts already! Maybe because my classes starts at 8.30am everyday??? For this semester, yomi's body clock is going to be normal and ordinary. HRm.... Ok.. maybe only this sem. hahaha!! But I feel tired.... I yawn like all the time!!!

Somehow this semester judging from this week is really different from last semester. Hahaah! Maybe because I hang out with a different bunch of people now. Plus now the number of place I can hang out in has decreased! Haahha!

I remembered whenever I had no class, I always had a place to go to. At least a place for me away from everyone else, from people who have huge mouth, people who has tendency to talk crap and come to their own stupid conclusions! JUST somewhere not anyone unwanted would come in. IT WAS MY SECRET HIDE OUT!! =P Hahaha!!

It was rather QUIET and PEACEFUL in that place although from time to time, it can get noisy. Darn, I actually miss that place! rar! Or maybe I miss the people and the whole wood and works!! But now, the work is DONE, GONE and so are the people. =( And no more McDonalds shoes to see!! hahaha!! I used to play with McD's shoes! Those were some huge shoes!! Hahaha!

OK OK!! Bottom LINE is.. NOthing eVER stAYs the SaME! Haiz... People change too. I feel myself am a changed person too. I guess TIME and PEOPLE really does change a person. So don't blame me for being bitter! Blame the cause of it! Haaha!! BUT, I don't think I like the person I am now or was it up til LAST WEEK! =P This week I'm beginning to live a little. No more thinking too much and worrying over things that don't really matter now. =) Focus on more important things! Heheh! *wink*

Uni life starts again and some things HAS GOTTA TO CHANGE TOO! =P tIME tO SLEEP! NITE!!!

Blissful

..... ITS HOT but I can feel the wind of bliss around me. Suddenly everything is just slow and nice. No whirlwind yet~ So far. Its been pretty quiet and easy. I do hope it stays that way for a longer time. =)

As my friend, Bello would say... "Girls like a little bit of drama in their life." If you ask me, I would think that I have HAD enough dramas in my life. I DO NOT need more to give me more headaches. =P

I have much to look forward to. =) Studying is maybe one of them since the new semester is here to stay. Hence, I am going to attack the books like it is some STEAK on a plate. HAhaaha! Wish me luck though!! =P

My main problem would probably be my mahjong addiction?? Haha! Seriously! They just thought me on Friday night and it is easy!! Hahaha!! Fun!! We're gonna have another session soon! Weeee~! MAHJONG, *cough cough* I mean BOOKS!! HERE I COME !!! Hahahaha!!

How To Lose A Guy In 10 Days

I know, sorta late to start going crazy on movies. =P I just got a whole stock of movies waiting for me to WATCH! Haha!! Compliments of blyzz... =P

I love her dress!!! Look at how elegantly it falls on her body?? So smooth.. I want.. =P hahaha!! The pretty lady in yellow is Kate Hudson playing Andie Anderson and the sorta good looking guy on the right is Matthew McConaughey playing Benjamin Barry.

She is working on an article on 'How To Lose A Guy In 10 Days' while he is trying to win a bet. Both playing on each other. What an interesting game! Hahaa!! She tries to piss him off to get rid of him but he's trying hard to keep her for 10 days to win the bet.

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So, how do we lose a guy in 10 days??? Simple 1.2.3 steps for you:

1. Be clingy! Call him every hour. Sms him! Ask him where he is, who he is with!
2. Find out everything about him! Snoop around! Ask his friends!
3. Be super emotional! Cry and call him!
4. Humiliate him in front of his friends.
5. Make him leave guy plans only to go shopping with you!
6. Act stupid and disgusting in front of him.
7. Snort loudly when you laugh.
8. Control everything he does or even EAT!
9. Nag at him everytime he doesn't do something.
10. Finally, read through his mails and messages! Hahahah!!

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But after all that and after 10 days, he's still hook on you???
Those steps ultimately becomes your guide to..... =P

HOW TO FIND THE PERFECT GUY IN 10 DAYS

Fall Out

You know how sometimes you have friends and sometimes you have a fall out with them? Maybe a misunderstanding or a quarrel? Maybe something just turned out way wrong and just because niether one wants to give in, everything turns awkward?

I get a little defensive and protective of myself when I get hurt. If it was people whom I don't know and their nasty mouth, yeah that I won't bother so much as they don't really matter to me. I may get hurt about what they say but it won't hurt that bad. But when it comes getting hurt because of your own friends? People whom you confided in, people whom you trust, people whom you have great respect and care for? Sometimes I just hate unfinished conversations. I HATE NOT having a CLOSURE.

To me, no matter how mean a friend was to me, I would still think of them as a friend but I may not be able to just act like nothing happened and pretend all is good. It is just not in my nature to pretend. So the next best thing is to avoid. By avoiding, I will not have to pretend and when everything has cooled down, we could still be friends and put the past behind.

It makes me sad sometimes that some would prefer to just disappear and leave no trace. They prefer to just take every single memory of them and leave nothing. They become only but a memory in my mind. So when they choose to walk away, there is nothing much to do but let them leave. No point holding on to someone who doesn't want to be held.

I am a nostalgic person. I keep things from the past like pictures of friends, stuff they give and memories to remind me of them. So that I don't forget. Once awhile, I will think back and remember all that has happened; people who come in and out of my life.

If you ask me, I wish every single quarrel or misunderstanding will always end in good terms. Be it friendship or any other form of relationships. That is why now, I'm taking on a new way of having friends. BE HONEST with each other, no matter what! Confront them when required and solve whatever that you are not happy about before it just turns the whole friendship sour.

Because I value the friends I make, I try to keep them always. So if you are my friend and there is something about me that bothers you, just come to me and tell me. I would be more happy to listen and see what I can do about it then you going around being unhappy with me. I rather you tell it to my face than tell it to others and let me hear it from them.

I never really HATE people. I always kinda forget what they did to me after awhile. You know when how after some time, you look back and think, "Oh well, that's in the past. Seh kia nia." So it is either I forgive because I forget OR I forget because I forgive. Don't just go walking in and out of people's lives. You may not know it but you may have made a difference in a person's life. Let bygones be bygones.

Who Am I???

i dON'T kNOW wHO i aM aNYMORE or wHAT i hAVE bECOME. I just realized that this isn't ME aT aLL. I was never like this. What happened to me??? I guess it is my turn to have a qUATER LiFE cRISIS. Or am I just thinking way too much? i'M NOT EVEN SURE iF i liKE bEING tHE mE nOW..

No matter what I try to do or try to choose what is right somehow that 'right move' ends up being the worst move ever? What happened?? It is no wonder people say I've changed so much. I have really change too much that now I don't even know myself.

Lost of identity? I don't know. Change of character, correct. I need to meet anyone who knew me back before 2006. I need them to evaluate me! Tell me what changed. I have to know!! Then I have to see if those changes are good or bad!! tiME tO fiND mYSELF aGAIn~~

Weird People....

Weird people are just WEIRD. Seriously~ I mean they may not feel that they are weird but others do feel it. I mean if it was good weird, OK. But bad weird??? It is just seriously scary.


So what is considered BAD WEIRD?

1. Simply going up to people and try to make empty conversation.
2. Adding people you don't know to your msn and start to ask a million and one questions. **I just dislike strangers adding me on msn. Its even worse when they are weird..
3. Adding people on your friendster list and leave them a message saying.. "Thank you for adding me as your friend." **It ain't a competition to have a million friends on your friendster, ya know!
4. Asking others for a girl's phone number and start smsing away or calling her up. **That is plain scary! Get a life~ I hate people passing phone numbers like passing germs! ASk the girl for her number yourself and if she gives it then fine, if not.. BUG off??
5. Acting really lame and try to ask all the stupid question in the world. **If you ask stupid question, don't you think we'll give you a stupid answer too???

And you wonder why people would want you to just BUG OFF. Seriously, it is annoying. Hence, I wrote before on WHEN GUY MEETS GIRL that the INTERNET has become a HUGE GRAND PARTY to meet new people but I didn't add in.. the part to also meet new odd people too!

One thing you can do when come in contact with such weird people is just LET THEM KNOW nicely that they should not find you anymore. And if being nice doesn't cut it, just be nasty and stern. That way, I'm sure they'll run off. =P Or you can try the avoidance technique. Avoid them til they get bored and finally give up. =)

Singapore Trip Day 4

It was a Sunday, so going to church is a must. Guess who we met at church? Benedicta, my sister's ex-classmate from high school. So we had an extra company for lunch. We went to a Japanese Restaurant for lunch called Sun with Moon in Orchard. My sister had tried to call Sun with Moon the day before to make reservations but they said it was fully booked. So my sister wanted to try her luck again and brought us there.

Apparently, the waitress told us that she is able to give us a table if we finish before 1.30pm because the table has been booked. It was only 11am then. Of course we will be done. Hahha~ So we took our seats and ordered~

Ben and sis


Sis and me~ =P


My Grilled Cod Fish Set Meal


Ben happy with hers~~


Ben's fishy~


My sis' fishy~


A tea on the house after you finish your meal~


Kiwi Fondue with yoghurt... yummy~~!!


Because we had plan to spend all day outside, proper preparation has to be done.. =P Plasters for feet, a MUST!!


Cool tree~ Look at the branches spreading out~


Don't looky like me~


Pretty Dalmation!!


Not only one! But TWO Dalmations~!!


That Pagoda there... looks nice for a wedding ceremony, no???


Chihuahua??? HUGE EYES!!


In the waterfalls~ =) So pretty~


Last but not least... SWANS at the Swan lake~~ only got 2.

For dinner, we went back to Holland Village. So for the final dinner in Singapore, we went to the Food Junction Food Court. Since I couldn't make up my mind, I thought I'd give the Chicken Rice a try. =P Go all the way to Singapore to have Chicken Rice. Haha!

Chicken Rice and yummy veggie! Damn worth it, I tell you!


My sister's Korean fried rice. It was simple yet delicious. =)