Amazing...

AMAZING HUNT?

AMAZING RACE?

NO..

NO..

IT IS AMAZING GIRLS...

Scenario 1:
Girl A wants to go out and meet her friends but she has got no transportation. Girl A calls up a guy friend and ask him to drop her to meet her friends. He actually agrees and picks her up then drop her off!
[WOW!! So nice hor the driver??? She never even ask him to join her.... Memang treat like driver]


Scenario 2:
Girl B feels hungry late in the night. Girl B calls up a guy friend and tells him she is hungry. The guy goes out and buy some food and send it over to her place.
[WAH! So nice mah... I missed a few dinners this year and no, too paiseh to call anyone.. in the end just cook instant noodles or eat bread... =( ]


Scenario 3:
Girl C calls up any guy to ask if they are free because she just wants to get out of the house and she expects the guy to pay for her meal.
[Not paiseh ar?? Sure la, normally guy suppose to pay but when you ask him to go out one le?? Not you to at least treat him??!!]





I just find it so amazing. I don't even DARE to call people to go out. Mainly because I don't drive, so asking people to go out would mean having to ma huan them to drive. Some people used to say that I'm hao lien cause I never ask people to go out. I don't drive, how to ask people to go out le???? PENG~

Crying buckets...

And then, yomi is going to cry buckets watching 'Sorry, I Love You' again.... Last week when I was studying in the library listening to the soundtrack of 'Sorry, I Love You', I suddenly cried! Imagine, poking on the calculator and figuring out maths and suddenly your eyes feel up with tears. I even got my book wet. Some more the library was so cold.

While wiping my tears away, I was thinking.. "Imagine if I go to watch an orchestra concert.. crying and weeping just listening to the music... " *sweat..* To me, songs without words have more impact on me than that of songs with words. Because I tend to put the music in my head and let my mind do the wandering.

My brother once tested me, letting me listen to an orchestra work and asked me to imagine what would the scene be most appropriate for the orchestra work. I had told him that I imagined someone having found out the truth about something was running in the streets, looking for someone. Or someone was very angry and upset was driving to look for someone for an explanation. My brother was like.. "hey, that's exactly what the music part was for in a movie!".

yomi has a very fragile heart. Cries damn a lot when it comes to sad movies. Gets scared easily when watching horror movie. Hence, why I limit myself to watch ONE horror movie PER YEAR. Sometimes, a sad movie can make me cry so bad that I actually feel my chest hurt. As if I just feel so empty inside. It is quite addictive to cry like that. So don't be surprise to see yomi with puffy red eyes these few days. =P

Anyone has anything nice for me to watch? I still have not watch Prison Break 2, episode 21 and 22. Will probably start watching Heroes, when I can get my hands on it. I like Grey's Anatomy though. Anyone has it? So far, people I know only has PB, Heroes, Supernatural, Smallville..... Too bad me got no ASTRO. Oh well, never feel sad for not having something! Always be grateful for what you have. =)

Imagine saying.. "Sorry, I love you"... Hahaha~ Imagine falling in love when you're not suppose to, in the end having to say, "Sorry, I love you....". In the Korean Series, the guy, Moo Hyuk had shown her, Eun Chae what it was like to be loved and cared for. While she was always hoping for Choi Yoon to look her way in which she was always there taking care of Yoon since she was his co-ordinator.

Moo Hyuk falls for Eun Chae but he knows he has to leave... and when Eun Chae wants to be with Moo Hyuk, Yoon suddenly wants her. Twist here and there... People will never realize what they have until it is gone by then it is always too late. SERVE YOU RIGHT!

I'm suppose to burn it to DVDs for Zilla but my bro's laptop doesn't have enough space. Hrmp~ Already delay one month for her already. Sowweee, Zilla~ Time to go cry buckets!! ByeB!

And Then.....?

and then..

and then..

and then..

and then..

and then..

full stop...

Ever walked around RH Plaza with heels?? Did that yesterday. HAha~ Went back to Uni last night some more. Supposedly no more exam but still go back there. =P Hehe~ Then WK picked me up and surprise surprise, Jon was in the car too. We went to pick Ronnie!~! That crazy bum~ Haha!

We kena fong fei kei at Senso. Sienz.. Ron and I cannot live without internet! Went out to use the computer provided. Haha~! It was funny, Ron and I went out together and when we came back, Jon and WK went out together. haha~ Ron's Virgin Manhattan was huge. *wink* hahahaha! In the end, we went to Open Air and finally met Bert, Darrel and Kim. Ron and WK had to remind me that I'm very light... Hrmp~!

Short post ler... Nothing much... Going out to celebrate tonight again with a different bunch of people~ Weee~!

War ended....

And so, it ended. Forget all that melodrama crap. It was a moment of weakness. I should make sure I don't get into such situation again next semester. No more getting distracted. ANNoyingness!! I'll make sure of it. =P weee~

Now I'm bored. One month break. 21st BIRTHDAY coming, got no plan for it. 5 days in Singapore, YET TO PLAN! Wooo~ Hehe! And for the rest of the days??? No idea what to do yet. Sleep and feed myself!!! Hahaa!

Sungguh amat ter-memboringkan sekali. HAhaa!! I should find something useful to do. Read a book prolly. I should start hanging out in the Sarawak Club library more often and start a reading hobby. I actually started reading before exams and mum was like.. "Ui! Books!" I'm like.. "yea see I got book!" Lifting the novel up to her. =P

Oh yea! I can go take a long dip in the pool! Long time since I've done that. I know I've been to the beach so often but its just different. Taking a long cold dip in the pool early in the morning alone is just different.... =P I don't have to worry people looking at me skinny! =P Wahahaha!!

Think my mum will allow me to go back to gym??? Hrm... I want but mum may not approve especially since last year she saw my arms and shoulders. =( I loved those arms and shoulders then. They made me look healthy not so skinny.

Oh and I got bullied so badly last night. =( So mempaisehkan. Some more get bullied even when I got a long distance phone call. =( I should wear a bra which buckles in the front!! Having someone snap your bra in public is so annoying! Ngel is nuts~ I should snap hers too! Hrmp!

Now that exam is over..... what are your plans?

I need to scream...

I've been rubbing my forehead for like the millionth time!

When I'm freaking nervous this is how I am...

Help! Someone... Anyone!!

I feel like.......

I'm exhausted. Its not like I haven't got enough sleep. Ok, maybe I forgot to take my lunch. But I just have lots more to throw into my head. I'm feeling scared but at the same time, I just feel exhausted like.. I can't put anymore in! =(

I might collapse tomorrow after the paper. =( Crash and burn? Cry? I'm not sure. I will only know when the time comes. By then, Í will feel like crap. =( Anyone wanna spare me a hug? Ngel!! gimme hug!! My turn to panic liaw! She was panicking this morning but after everything she seemed so happy.. I wonder if I will be after those 2 papers tomorrow. =( *sniff sniff*

Now, time to go eat those papers and make sure my brain absorbs all the words while the papers get digested!! wish me luck!!!

*die.............................................................*

TAG YOU'RE IT!!!

Ngel crazy woman tag everyone in her friend's list. Good thing I'm in the mood for tags.. But I dunno who to tag, so I guess I won't tag anyone.. =P

TAG YOU'RE IT!!

Directions : Go to YOUR FRIENDSTER'S PROFILE and list the last 10 people who have given you testimonials. If someone has given you a testimonial twice, skip to the next new person; don't repeat the same name!

1. Wei Khee
2. Anna
3. Chrizteena
4. Dave aka King
5. Morugu
6. Fadzilla
7. Ian
8. Ronnie
9. Ying
10. Dean

Q. Have you ever gotten in trouble with 8?
A: Not that I know of??? Suppose to be a NO. He's so nice what!!

Q: How often do you talk to 4?
A: Once in a month??? me thinks. we meet only once in 4-5 months?? =P

Q: Is number 1 pretty?
A: Go have a look at his friendster profile and tell me if you think HE is pretty.....

Q: Have you ever kissed 3?
A: Nope.. we don't have that sorta thing going on

Q: Is 3 in a relationship?
A: Me thinks so...

Q: What would you get 6 for his/her birthday?
A: Pretty, cute stuff! Like herself!!

Q: Have you ever been to 2's house?
A: Yap, a few times! She cooks damn well! ** Na, when you wanna cook for us again?? =P

Q: Do you live close to 10 ?
A: Yea, say maybe 5 minutes drive????

Q: Have you ever slept with 6?
A: Nope, mummy do not allow sleep overs.

Q: How did you meet 7?
A: Never met him, he just came to my profile and start leaving testimonials...

Q: What's one fact about 1?
A: He wears spectacles???

Q: Do you know 4's birthday?
A: Yea, I seem to think so but I always get it mix up. He knows I get it mix up always!!

Q: What do you like about 10?
A: He's my cute crazy lil brother! always ask me to be more lady-like!! Hahaha!

Q: What's the next thing you'll do with 9?
A: Ying??? Maybe storm Tanjung Malim with her!! if i do go back there that is...

Q: Is 4 someone you can trust?
A: Maybe, I never asked him....

Q: Do you think 5 could kill someone?
A: To be honest, I don't even know who Morugu is......

Q: What is 8 afraid of?
A: Ronnie is AFRAID OF ME!!! weee~!! HAahaha

Q: When is the last time you talked to number 5?
A: I don't think I've ever spoken to him...

Q: Would 7 and 4 make a good couple?
A: I don't think so. Cause both are guys....

Q: Is 5 single?
A: How I know, you go ask him la!!

Q: What's the last thing you did with 2?
A: Breakfast at Chong Choon with me telling her stories!! =P

Q: Is 4 in a relationship?
A: yea...

Q: Do you think 1 has a crush on you?
A: Don't think so ler... you go ask him la..

Q: Do you know 9's favorite music?
A: One of those chinese love songs!! She always blast them through her speakers until I even know how to sing it!!

StarCeleb

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Contestants will undergo an audition process whereby only 60 contestants will be chosen to take part in the contest and be featured on television in 'StarCeleb'.


Activities involved in the StarCeleb:
- Audition Process
- Roadshow
- Blogs
- Magazine Shoot
- Grand Finale
- and many other surprises....

Did I mention that what the GRAND PRIZE is?? Its a total of RM50,000 but not forgetting that it is 2 winners and therefore each RM25,000 plus a ONE YEAR hosting and modeling contract!


To Be Eligible for the contest, you'll have to be:
1. Must be a Malaysian; single; male or female aged between 18-30 years old.
2. Must be able to read and speak English OR Mandarin fluently.
3. Must be available during the following dates: 14 July 2007– 29 July 2007 and 6 October 2007 – 21 November 2007 for the competition.
4. Must not have any existing or prospective exclusive modeling or artiste contract.
5. Must bear own expenses for accommodation and transportation during the competition period.

To Participate:
1. Get the ONLINE REGISTRATION form
2. Read all rules and regulations
3. Understand all terms and conditions
4. Get yourself down to the auditions!

AUDITION DETAILS:
23 & 24 June 07
30 June & 1st July 07

PARKROYAL HOTEL,
Level 2 Catleya Rooms,
Jalan Sultan Ismail, Kuala Lumpur

*All audition starts at 10am-5pm.

For more details please go to --> STARCELEB

Don't forget to catch StarCeleb on ntv7 hosted by Daniel Tan and May Wan in search for someone who is interested in being a brand ambassador, model and host! StarCeleb is brought to you by Centurise Media.

Sun Halo

Did any of you see the sun around noon time??? April had called me at 11.41am and asked me to go out and look at the Sun. I was like.. "Huh? Look at the Sun??" I walked out of Sarawak Club and looked up.

What I saw after that was amazing~ It was the Sun, right in the middle of a perfect circle of rainbow! I just kept looking at it. Everything inside the rainbow was a bit darker compared to the outer blue sky. It was just WOW..

I remembered some years ago, I saw a Moon Halo. There was a ring around the Moon. At that time, I had looked up into the sky because everything around me and other Rovers was dark. We were hiking towards Matang Wildlife centre and it was close to midnight. No street lights, no cars. The only source of light we had was the torch in our hands and the Moon. It was a perfect ring. The Moon that night was extraordinarily bright. It was as if the Moon was being our light! Cool yea??

Thanks to April for letting me know! If not I would have studied through it not knowing it ever happened! LUV YA, DA BEST! tee hee! =P

I'M IN LOVE!!

I know wrong time to fall in love!! BUT I JUST AM!! The moment I hear his voice, I just feel a rush of calmness in me. But but, after some time of not seeing him, I really miss him! I just saw him again yet today!! I just feel like I want to HUG HIM!! He looks so huggable!! Not everyday you see a guy and you think, "hey he looks squishy, I wonder if he'd make a good squishy hug?" He has been keeping me company for these few days! Just his voice alone keeps me happy.

So should I tell the whole world who I'm in love with at the moment???? I guess I should make it known publicly! Nothing to hide what!! HAhaha! Well, he is none other then....

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He looks so yummy! *oops, yomi has this thing for guys in suits!

He looks pretty cute here~ Look so innocent!

And there you have it. I'm in love with him! I mean, LOOK at him! He looks so LOVEABLE!! Has a sexy voice too!! I've always like a guy in a suit or working attire. It gives them that confidence and I tell you, I like those shiny black shoes! IN SHORT, yomi finds that SEXY! Well, yomi likes to look at smart, tidy guys what... Not the rugged ones~ The moment they so rugged, you think they give a damn about you, meh?

Imagine this scenario:

• You're dressed up, looking good...
• You made sure you sprayed on perfume to make sure you smell good.
• You even pop a mint into your mouth to make sure you have no bad breathe!
• You double check yourself in the mirror before leaving the house.
• Your date turns up, in T-shirt and shorts?? with slippers...

Don't tell me you don't feel over dressed then??? You make sure you look good for your date but your date just can't be bothered? Kinda makes me wonder, why do you even wanna take me out on a date then? I make you look good in front of your friends but you make me look like I'm out on a date with a scum from the streets?? Its fine if we meet everyday but if you suddenly ask me out, showing up like that? Great disappointment... *sigh*

I'm side-tracking way too far!! I'm suppose to be in LOVE! Its a good thing! Haha! BUBLE... BUBLE... BUBLE... BUBBLE??? At least, his songs keeps me happy now!! Check out his new song, "Everything". Pretty catchy tune!

He's taking me back to my days where I only loved jazz and classical. I've moved so far from that lifestyle. I remembered years ago where I only hung out in Jazz Bars, listened to live bands... drinking wines, cocktails and mocktails. Liquors was something I only had during special occasions. Living the life of being sophisticated. Those were the days, when everything below par was not my game. Maybe I should have stayed up there.

Maybe I should hang out with my sister more. She will keep me level headed and knowing her, she will make sure of it. Haaha! Which was maybe the reason why I came down from being up there. Expecting a certain standards from people can be pretty disappointing, believe me. Even in terms of manners!! Hence, I stop expecting...

So, so.. what do you think of my imaginary new found love??? Haha

Single most non-interesting day ever...

Yes, I'm here yet again... You see when I have nothing to do, I come online.. and starts pouring everything into my blog. Or when I just need a place to relax.. Though this isn't the most relax position.. Sitting on the floor~~

yomi managed to only sleep maybe 3 hours earlier? In detail, I never managed to sleep on my bed at all. First time ever. I fell asleep in the living with my law stuff around me. Amazing le? The only reason why I sprung right up at 5.30am was because I heard someone open the door upstairs. Thinking it was my mum, I anticipated the sentence, "DID YOU SLEEP??!!"

It turns out, it was my dad. In which, I had already expected... Nothing from him. We don't talk at all. Come to think of it, the whole scenario this morning.. it could pass as him not seeing me at all or me not seeing him all! Now that is so weird....

My mum finally woke up at 7am and first question, "DID YOU SLEEP???" Hehe! I love it when I can predict. Haha! Imagine, I was already dressed to go to uni by then. Too lazy to want to rush last minute getting dress. =P

Mum had called my dad to come home since it was 8am and that he was suppose to send my bro and I to Uni. The first thing he came in the house? He started shouting at me... The hell! For no apparent reason! What?! Cause you had to leave shopping at the market?? I hope it was only the market that you left!!!

I was so upset, I told my mum I rather I follow her eventhough it is still early. I hate getting scolded for no apparent reason especially from him! I stay way clear out of his way but not like that helps!! Imagine, feeling like crying everytime he has to send me somewhere.... I rather wait for hours for my mum rather than him!! Even my mum knows that I will never call him. Its just cause he doesn't bother at all.

He's only freaking happy to send my brother everywhere! Fine... like I care. I DON'T NEED YOU AT ALL. Seriously... I never even ask you for anything!! DO YOU KNOW WHY I DON'T EVEN TALK TO YOU?? YOU NEVER EVEN SAY ANYTHING NICE TO ME!! THE ONLY TIME YOU SPEAK TO ME IS WHEN YOU WANT TO SHOUT AT ME... !!!

Anyways, boring subject.. no matter how many times I say also not like it will ever change.. Oh yes, I left my phone in my mum's car. It is pretty annoying to be without my phone. Meeting people by chance around Uni. Staying in the library was crazy. I don't remember being that COLD til my fingers felt like they were going numb while typing on the keyboard.

Some people got time to smoke outside and talk to friends but when see me only can say maybe less than 10 sentence? Right... that is just how much we have in common?? Again leave me like that.. Sienz. I know where I stand, thanks for reminding me...

The moment I got home, washed my face and changed my clothes and flopped on my bed. Didn't even had my lunch, thinking I would wake up some time later... I was wrong, I slept right til 7pm. That was like 6 hours sleep... the whole afternoon poof~ Gone..

What's more interesting... as of this moment I am typing this, my phone has been inactive for the past 19 hours and 30 minutes. No calls, no smses... The whole day. I haven't had such inactivity in my phone since.. I don't know when~~~ Do you think it can reach 24 hours?? Or will my fingers get itchy and start smsing someone?? I think I'll just leave my phone for now.

The first person who smses me or call me next, I will give him or her a big surprise!! HAhha! Goodness me.. Hahahaha!! That is just how bored I am, huh??? Sienz.. I feel so empty now~ I want my jei jei... =( She doesn't even read my blog, which is good. =P hehe! Hai~ Maybe I should go sleep again and start studying the other 2 subjects tomorrow!

I FEEL LOST

I'm here yet again in the library after my LAW paper. and no, it wasn't so nice. hrmp! I only had maybe 3 hours sleep today??? and I carelessly left my phone in my mum's car. Hence, I am without a phone today. I feel lost. My handphone is like a part of me. I can't live without it. =( Hai... Don't care.!! Today fasting from handphone lo. Back to the days.... where handphones didn't exist for me... ~~~~~~~~I'll let you know if I feel like dying~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Wife vs Girlfriend

WIFE is like a TV.
GIRLFRIEND is like handphone.

At home watch TV.
Go out bring h/p.

No money sell TV.
Got money change h/p.

Sometimes enjoy TV
but most of the time play with h/p.

TV free for life but....
h/p, if you don't pay, services will be terminated....!

**funny? =P a bit sad la but quite true mah.. my godmother sent this to me. Found it to be hilarious... but I hate those type of men though! Hrmp!!

And why do I feel like screaming???

I'm in the library typing this. I've just finished my first paper, Accounting for Success. I've realized that I've made a few stupid mistakes! yomi, you stupid girl~ I have no idea if my mum is coming to pick me. I've tried calling her a few times but she ain't picking up the phone. She's probably celebrating somewhere with her friend while I'm still here stuck with 3 more papers to go.

Knock your head la! **that was for me NOT YOU! sienz sienz... the questions come out before one you know!! I actually went to sleep with a smile on my face at 6am! I was like.. "finally i understand accounting.." understand DOESN'T mean I'm pro at it! One mistake, everything wrong! Sienz!!

I still have one more paper tomorrow morning, LAW IN GLOBAL BUSINESS!! How to remember all the case study when I've been memorizing 25 formulas last night, 1 whole diagram which I only finally understood last night, 4 stupid phrase about CASH!!!! I need to have an output plug where I can move my memories to somewhere else and key in new ones! CASE STUDY CASE STUDY! Maybe I should write a post on CASE STUDY! and see if I can remember tomorrow during exam??HAhaha! I'll think about it! BYE!!

I KNOW LIAW LA

I hate it when my brother is right. He told me right from the start but I had hope it was not be true. But since he went through it so he knows liaw lo. Sienz~~ But I just dont like when he is right!

Shit!! My body feels weird.... Shit.. I know this feeling... Allergy attack!! Haven't felt this bad in a long time. My ears, neck, arms feels like its burning. My face feels like someone has just punched it! =( And I've just finished crying like a big BABY!! ARghh! Last week, I had an allergy attack which lasted almost 12 hours and I didn't realize it was allergy attack!!

Probably because my body is under a lot of stress. I had slept at 5am due to studying and woke up early??? Drank coffee? Was in an ice box (state library) for a few hours freezing my ass off?? Been thinking a lil too much lately?? Plus my monthly is here??? And I had mee sua?? Mee sua no have prawns le!! Dunno why!! So now my whole body system upside down!!!

I can't stand it anymore!! I'm crying in pain while typing this now!! I was suppose to write about something else but the allergy attack came!! I think I'm gonna go see a doctor!! Can't stand the pain!! I should never get allergy attack in public, at least not until this painful. Its a bad sight!! I don't like crying in public.................

Singapore!!

On a lighter note! Who wants to go to SINGAPORE??!! ME!! ME!! I'm making another trip down to Singapore alone, yet again. I've been traveling to Singapore alone every year since the year 2005. Its like the only place my mum would allow me to travel alone to. Plus, my sister is there to see my arrival. Haha!

Believe me, the first time traveling alone was scary! Some more my flight is to Johor in which I am to travel to Singapore on public transportation. Hehe! Because yomi likes to save money so flying directly into Changi is like.. not necessary for me. Though my sister says that Changi Airport is really nice. I'll fly direct Singapore-Kuching when I'm working, when I can afford it myself. Haha!

Singapore, Singapore.. it is just so different from here. Everything is efficient there. I love the fact that the public transportation is just so easy. My favourite card, EZLINK! Haha! One card for BUS or MRT! You just gotta top it up though! Each time you tap it, the machine sucks your money! HRMP! HAha!

Shopping is fun there! Who needs to go to Orchard Road??? CrAZY!! That is for tourist! Tourist can afford those places, I can't. I am only but still a STUDENT, an undergrad to be exact. I know all the great places to shop. HOho! Shop like how the locals shop! Hahah! I've yet to go to SENTOSA ISLAND. Mum says I have when I was younger but I can't remember! HAha!

Will maybe make a trip down to SENTOSA ISLAND one of these days and refresh my memory! Haha! This next trip to Singapore will be different! Sis will have her own place, well at least part of it! And she has allowed me to roam Singapore alone for a whole day without her!! Total freedom! Woott! Because she'll be working on that day! So I have permission to visit Singapore, MY STYLE!!

Give me a pair of walking shoes, a map and a bottle of water. I don't mind to walk everywhere! Woott!! After my finals, I'll plan thoroughly! I would also need a camera! Snapping away! I love pictures! Of everything!

So who wants to join me?? HaHaha! Problem is I don't have friends in Singapore. Hrmp! I've got tonnes of friends in KL but not Singapore! Haaaha! So anyone in KL... would you want to sit on a bus for 5 hours straight to Singapore??! Hahaha! I did that last year! I took a 5 hour bus ride to Singapore from KL city! Believe me, my butt was damn sore after that! It was an accomplishment though! I managed to find my way to Harbourfront and stayed there for another 3 hours waiting for my sister! Yes, mimi don't like to wait but if circumstances requires it, mimi will wait... but you better be extra nice to me for waiting!!

Ok, ok... I should not dream too far. Come back, come back to reality.. FINALS! STUDY STUDY FIRST. Don't dream so far yet! But, once awhile take a break from study and think and daydream, is ok right?? =P Hehe!

WATCH OUT SINGAPORE, yomi will be there TO EXPLORE!

**Singapore watch out for what? yomi so small, no one will even realize I'm there!!Except for sister and her friends. Huhu...

Feeling Weak?

yomi feels very very weak or at least the body is! For the past week, I've been sleeping like a sick patient! I sleep at least 11-12 hours! CrazY! I'm suppose to be studying but I'm just feeling way too weak! Or maybe my brain knows how to shut down on me when I'm scared, upset or panic! I know I normally sleep a lot when things starts going bad for me. Don't ask me why but I realized it last year when all I wanted was the days to go faster so I sleep through IT!!

It's not like I don't have enough sleep. For the past week, I've been sleeping at least by midnight and wakes up by 8am. 8 hours sleep! Correct what! A normal person needs only 8 hours sleep per day. MAYBE I am really not NORMAL!! Argh!!

Finals coming and I've having this sleep disorder! Will coffee work??!! For years, coffee has been known to make me feel sleepy.. Should give it a try again??? Argh!! I'm getting old! I used to be able to study up til 4-5am, non-stop! Look at me now, by midnight.. feel too tired to even open my eyes! Argh!!

Since I'm wide awake now, I better get back to ACCOUNTS! Bye!

GOOD LUCK to ALL SWINNY!

Study Mode ON

From now its full on STUDY man! Like totally, rest is only to rest. Playing has to WAIT! I just have to push through this 2 weeks more and then I'm free as a bird!! For 1 month only that is!! I can't wait for my birthday to come and my trip to Singapore!! WEeee~!

I have no idea what to do on my birthday though. Maybe just celebrate it simple like how I normally do. Eat nice food and be HAPPY! Makan, makan only this girl! Nothing else! Hai~ Hahahah! I should treat myself to a huge meal! Hua, hua...

Anyways, I can think about it laterz... NOW STUDY! Be GONE! To all swinburne students, GOOD LUCK in upcoming finals! GAMBATTEYO! Swinburne is just way too relax man.. where's the pressure???!!! I need those!! Argghhh!!!

Signing off! No more emo posts for now. Wanna keep my emo stable for exams! weee~ say already! keep yomi happy!! never listen! Hahahaha! Be thankful always for what you have and what you don't have dont worry. Probably its just like that.. WEeee~

Days

1 month ago, we were talking heaps... and it was fun
3 weeks ago, we were talking a bit too much... since we met every other day
2 weeks ago, i wanted to hate you... since you hurt me and you didn't know
1 week ago, i pushed the hate away... since you were there for me
today, i want to hate you again...

Will it be a vicious cycle every 2 weeks?? That I am to hate you every 2 weeks? Hahahaa!

This Can't Be The End.........

You are nice but a little bit twisted
Your weird sense of humour keeps me entertained
You strive to make me smile and laugh all the time
Thank you for pulling me up and helping me

I told myself I won't miss you
But I remember
What it feels like beside you
I really miss how safe I felt
And the way you watched over me
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me

If there's one memory I don't want to lose
That time at the hallway
I was in a daze
You showed up out of no where
And took my grief away
It was better than booze

I can't have you
And at the same time
I should not have you
You will be fine

I told myself I won't miss you
But I remember
What it feels like beside you
I really miss your presence
And the way you show how you care
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me

The bed I'm lying in is getting colder
Wish I never would've said it's over
And I can't pretend... I won't think about you when I'm older
Cause we never really had our closure
This can't be the end

Waiting

I hate f**king having to WAIT! Do you know how damn annoying it feels to be waiting? Some Malaysian stupid ways of being punctual is to come a minimum of 30mins LATE! The worst is to be waiting stupidly while the person is happily being late doing something else without letting you know!

WHAT the heLL! At least have the courtesy to tell that you will be late because you purposely wanted to do something else instead of leaving the person to wait for you damn wondering what time you will actually come! Times has changed. It used to be girls taking damn a long time and not being punctual but now guys are picking up the trend too.

The worst line anyone can use is "I'M ON THE WAY" and show up 4 hours later? Hahahaha! You gotta be kidding!! Who the heLL will believe that? Especially when you know it takes maximum an hour to reach the destination from where ever they set out from. It is a different story if you have to drop by many pit stops before saying that you are really "ON THE WAY"

ON THE WAY means YOU ARE NOT GOING TO GO ANYWHERE ELSE AND COMING STRAIGHT TO THE DESTINATION. It is not when you are in the toilet doing business! It is not when you're taking a shower! It is not when you are eating! It is not when you are on the phone gossiping away! IT IS YOU BEING THE CAR, DRIVING TOWARDS YOUR APPOINTMENT!



5-10 mins late is still OK.
30 mins late.. starting to get on my nerve.
1 hour late.. "Hm.. you wait la.. you won't get away with this.."
2 hours late.. "What do I care if you are coming or not. I'm probably too annoyed to meet up"
3 hours late.. "Are you sure I'm still gonna be waiting???"
4 hours late.. "Hoho, dont bother coming.. I can't be bothered with such an unethical character!"



There is another type of waiting which makes you just want to kill someone by the end of it. The POINTLESS WAIT. You had earlier made an appointment. All confirmed and set. 30mins before the appointment, your friend tells you the appointment has to be postponed to later time due to unforeseen circumstances. Postponed to 3 hours later. Fine, you don't mind but 3 hours later? Your friend tells you yet again the appointment will have to be postponed to another day. Won't you feel like punching someone???

I always try to make it a point to be punctual. Well, if I'm not driving then.. of course I'm most probably unable to make sure I'll be on the dot but at least when I know I'm going to be late, I will let the person know why and by when should I be done.

So please people, if you know you are going to be late. Just let the person know instead of being quiet about it leaving the person to wait. Such a coward act! What if it was you waiting?? How would you feel??? THINK ABOUT IT!!

Never Again!

I'm going crazy with songs and lyrics. =P When I listen to the lyrics of the song on Hitz, I get so excited listening to the words. Its like so what I want to say at times! Haha!

This video is so cool. I mean the lighting and how detailed all the colours are. The first time I watched the video, I missed out the part he actually killed her and left her in the bath tub. *oops* No wonder she keeps popping up here and there making him go crazy. Hahah! Serves him right.

Kelly Clarkson - Never Again

I hope the ring you gave to her
Turns her finger green
I hope when you’re in bed with her
you think of me

I would never wish bad things
But I don’t wish you well
Could you tell
By the flames that burned your words

I never read your letter
Cause I knew what you’d say
Give me that Sunday school answer
Try make it all okay

(Chorus)
Does it hurt
To know I'll never be there
bet it sucks
to see my face everywhere
It was you
Who chose to end it like you did
I was the last to know
you knew
exactly what you would do
Don’t say
You simply lost your way
She may believe you
But I never will
Never again


If she really knows the truth
She deserves you
A trophy wife Oh,
Ignorance is bliss.

But when your day comes
And he’s through with you
And he’ll be through with you
You’ll die together, but alone

You wrote me in a letter
You couldn’t say it right to my face
Well, give me that Sunday school answer
Repent yourself away

(Chorus)

Never again will I hear you
Never again will I miss you
Never again will I fall to you
Never
Never again will I kiss you
Never again will I want to
Never again will I love you
Never!

(Chorus)

But I never will
I Never Will
I never will
Never again

What Goes Around, Comes Around

I believe in that. What goes around, will always come back around. KARMA? Heard of it? A connection between your actions and the effects of your actions. CAUSE AND EFFECT~

I like Justin Timberlake's - 'What Goes Around, Comes Around'. The video clip is nice too but they managed to make Scarlett Johansson look bad.. =( She is like in my Top 5 Most Beautiful list and here I am so disappointed seeing how they made her dress up. =( *cry* Do check the video out and you'll get what I mean!

Artist: Justin Timberlake
Title: What Goes Around, Comes Around
Album: FutureSex/LoveSound

Hey girl, is he everything you wanted in a man
You know I gave you the world
You had me in the palm of your hand

So why your love went away
I just can't seem to understand
Thought it was me and you babe
Me and you until the end
But I guess I was wrong

(Chorus)
Don't want to think about it
Don't want to talk about it
I'm just so sick about it
Can't believe it's ending this way

Just so confused about it
Feeling the blues about it
I just can't do without ya
Tell me is this fair?

Is this the way it's really going down?
Is this how we say goodbye?
Should've known better when you came around
That you were gonna make me cry
It's breaking my heart to watch you run around
'Cause I know that you're living a lie
That's okay baby 'cause in time you will find...

What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around

Now girl, I remember everything that you claimed
You said that you were moving on now
And maybe I should do the same
Funny thing about that is
I was ready to give you my name
Thought it was me and you, babe
And now, it's all just a shame
And I guess I was wrong

(Chorus)


[Comes Around interlude:]

Let me paint this picture for you, baby

You spend your nights alone
And he never comes home
And every time you call him
All you get's a busy tone
I heard you found out
That he's doing to you
What you did to me
Ain't that the way it goes

You cheated girl
My heart bleeds girl
So it goes without saying that you left me feeling hurt
Just a classic case
A scenario
Tale as old as time
Girl you got what you deserved

And now you want somebody
To cure the lonely nights
You wish you had somebody
That could come and make it right

But girl I ain't somebody with a lot of sympathy
You'll see

See?
You should've listened to me, baby
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Because
(What goes around comes back around)

3 Tag??

The perts sure likes TAGS! I'll do this and the others will have to wait til after my finals mate! xD

Three names you go by?
1. Naomi
2. yomi
3. mimi (restricted to special people only!)

Three physical things you like about yourself?
1. me fingers?
2. me nose, i think
3. me tummy?? weeee!!

Three physical things you don’t like about yourself?
1. me small figure
2. me skin
3. me lack of hair....

Three parts of your heritage?
1. Hokkien
2. Cantonese
3. Siap??? Dunno, my mum say one!

Three things you can’t stand?
1. Guys with huge ego-testicals!
2. biatches!
3. disappointments!

Three things that scare you?
1. horror movies??
2. leeches!!
3. falling in love! cause it hurts me at the end!

Three of your favorite shows?
1. Grey's Anatomy
2. Prison Break
3. The Apprentice?? =P

Three of your favorite Japanese animes?
1. Bleach!
2. Honey & Clover
3. Fruit Basket

Three of your favorite current songs?
1. Kelly Clarkson - Never Again
2. Maroon 5 - Makes Me Wonder
3. Akon - Don't Matter

Three movies you can watch over and over again?
1. Dirty Dancing
2. Bridget Jones Diary
3. Stick It

Three movies you would like to watch?
1. Spiderman 3!!
2. Shrek 3!!!
3. Fantastic Four!

Three of your everyday essentials?
1. Handphone!
2. Laptop!
3. Food!!

Three things that you are wearing right now?
1. Hair rubberband
2. Shirt
3. Shorts

Three things you want in a relationship?
1. Trust
2. Love
3. Care

Three physical things about the opposite genders that appeals to you?
1. Arms
2. Eyes
3. Lips


Three bad habits?
1. Lazing around
2. Being in front of the laptop for long hours
3. Procrastinating!!!

Three of your favourite hobbies?
1. Blogging??!!
2. Listening to songs!
3. Dancing!

Three careers you're considering or currently pursuing?
1. Accountant
2. Auditor
3. PA

Three places you want to go on vacation?
1. Hawaii??
2. Paris
3. Sydney

Three kid’s names you like?
1. Josh
2. Alex
3. SCarlett

Three things you wanna do before you die?
1. Graduate
2. Travel around the world
3. Have kids?? I want em' they are just so adorable!

Three things that you are stereotypically a girl?
1. I like make ups??
2. I like dresses??
3. I like shopping!!

Initials of three crushes?
1. a -> Lets
2. b -> Learn
3. c -> ABC =P

Three people you tag to do this?
1. April XD
2. Ronnie Teo XD
3. Jason Anom XD

Thank You, biatch~

I can't say just how grateful I am. I guess things always happens for a reason. It is for sure at the time of the event, you get so damn upset and you just feel so damn angry~ But I guess, the reason only comes later and when you realise it, you are so grateful that things happened the way it went.

I want to thank a girl too though for being the way she is but though she doesn't know it, she is seriously making herself em.. how to say.. I dunno how to say. Just bad la.. I don't hate her, it is nothing personal. It is just that I find her to be just plain childish. Sometimes when I see her, I just feel like laughing because it is just so hilarious. There is no competition going on but she acts like there is one.

Her friends are even more hilarious. Watching them is like watching a bunch of little girls begging for attention. You want so much attention, you can have it~ You must think having a lot of attention on you is good, if you were in my shoes.. you would understand why too much attention can bring more of an annoyance than pleasure.


"Sekia du si sekia. Ai hiaw pun hiaw kao kao. Ho lang chio du oo ah.. Ay chai boh?? Lang kong lu, kong kao ane chao liaw.. lu go sio e nang ka lu ho?? E nang kong kao ci tua bu, liaw liaw du si pai tia ay ming kia about lu.. lu go bin chio chio in front of them. E nang behind lu chio lu chio kao peng! Lu du si naive, du si naive.. E nang in front of lu, happy happy ka lu ho ho.. Lu suku suku sio e nang ka lu boh tai chi... "


Sigh.. why do I always see the same scenario happen over and over again. Maybe because naive girls are just naive and sometimes some guys are just plain mean. But but, I want to thank her that's all. =) oops.. If not it would have been me. Thank you! Muakz! But dunno if you know it is you that I'm directing to. No way, I will go up to you and say it to your face because... I am disgusted just looking at you. I do sympathize you but still I don't feel like being nice to you because you were so bitchy and still is~~

Good Luck to you.. You're gonna need lots of it. Think carefully and think about how the way you are now is affecting what people are saying and laughing behind you.. Please~ I'm just being nice giving you this one advice.

(I am always the bearer of bad news~~ Maybe cause I just know too much anyways... *sigh* )

Smile!

Ok! I know, finals coming! I'm suppose to be stressed up but somehow I'm happy. People can even see it in me when I'm walking around in Uni. The funniest one today was, "You look so happy-go-lucky.. No stress at all. Everyone else is busy finishing assignments, reports, projects, studying, here you are walking around with a huge smile on your face.... How's preparation?? Hm???!" =P Weee!

Smile! People should smile! I know I should! Hahah! I know how scary I look if I don't smile. =P In total, I calculated... a number of people owe me a few meals and a punishment to executed. Hahaha! I am so cruel! Cruel-Devil~

Let me see...

1 Lunch
2 Supper
1 Ice Cream
1 Punishment To Be Executed


Hoho, fun! yomi is going to eat til she is happy and round! WEee~! Countdown 1 month to yomi's birthday! What should I do on my birthday??? Sit home and sleep? I technically did that last year. I slept whole day thinking of home when I was in West Malaysia and I bought myself a small cake. Ate the cake in my room alone~ =( *sniff* Well, the cake was to cheer me up since I was all alone on my birthday. But that's in the past! yomi should look forward to the next birthday! WEee! Anyways, yomi likes to play game! Lets all play a game where we smile to anyone! HAhaa!

Go crazy and wild! Smile like your life depends on it!

= drink & shade compliments of D-dude!
= camera phone compliments of bello!
= weirdo's face? compliments of ME! =P weee~!

Dancing Shoes

Remember Poncho Sanchez? My new found love for Latin Jazz! Listening to him seriously makes me want to stand up and dance. While listening to him an hour ago, I suddenly remembered my dancing shoes which my sister got for me from Singapore some time ago.

It is specifically for dancing. Padded and soft flexible base. I only got to wear it maybe 3 times? Poor shoes~ I have not gone back to ballroom dancing for ages. I actually forgotten how to Rock & Roll or do the Rumba. I think I still remember the Cha-Cha, Waltz and Quickstep. Those were the days when I had time to dance!

I guess, I can always just dance in my living room. =P Hehe! I used to do that every other night to practice. My dance partner used to say, "You sure practice at home a lot hor??" I enjoy dancing!! WEeeee~ Now put on your dancing shoes and lets DANCE!!

Business Proposal..

I made my mum a business proposal just an hour ago and she didn't want it! Arghh! It was such a good deal! For her, that is and it would have been good training for me! Wee hehe! But if she had accepted the business proposal, it would mean I dedicate 5 hours a week to the house. =P Which isn't much! I live in it, DuH! Hahha! Oh well, its her lost. I was offering my services but she didn't want it. So ok lo.. =P

Latin Jazz~ My new found love! Yummy! I love the damn beats! It makes you just want to groove and dance! Weeee~ Poncho Sanchez! HE ROCKS TO THE MAX! I can see myself studying to him! Hahaha! Crazy me! =P

Mum and I went out for another retail therapy session. Well the retail therapy part is for me! =P yomi really has to cut down at looking at stuff! I'm getting so greedy and I now have a shoe fettish! Imagine me looking at shoes everywhere and trying em' on! I like!

Last Thursday, I managed to find a victim to take me to Crowne Square. I've been wanting to check that place out ever since they renovated the place. My victim agreed and hoho, he had to put up with my craze for looking at clothes and shoes! Haha! I pitied my victim though, he had to put up with my sillyness. I even dragged him into the lingerie shop in which he kept so quiet. Even if I was to walk into any lingerie shop alone, I myself would feel so paiseh??! Haha!

All the dresses I saw was either too sexy, too scary, too ah lien??? Haha! And shoes! I like shoes! I don't mean just high heels. I want the cover feet with nice pointy tip! KAWAI!!

Finals are coming! Hooo~ Yummy~ My sister said if I get good results for my finals, she would sponsor my whole trip to Singapore! Wooot! Haha! I guess she dares to say that cause she knows I won't luan luan lai! =P Hehe! What to do, I always think of others too! *oops... self proclaim!! =P

Judging you, judging me...

Don't you just hate it when people judge you? They don't know you and they judge you like the cover of a book. They act like they know you so damn well when they know sh*t about you~

Being different is just being different, it is not wrong.
Stereotyping and labeling... that's what everyone does.
It is so.. just so.. pathetic.

But have you ever notice how many people put others down because they are different? Black or white, fat or thin, short or long hair. People who keep up with the latest trends and ones that don’t. Those who call attention to themselves vs those who choose to be quiet and keep to themselves?

Individuality is something that people strive for, to be separated from the crowd.
But when someone steps out and acts on it, they are talked and rumoured about.

It’s not a bad thing to notice things about people, but it is bad to bring them down and make someone feel bad for being who they are. Sometimes it’s as if the outside counts more than the inside.

Such superficial thinking!
Yuck!

War On The Lowest Rate

Have you guys seen the newspapers? It is like war between Digi and Hotlink for the lowest rate. I'm a Digi user for 6 years now and so far I don't have much complain about it. Only that sometimes I get pretty annoyed when the whole network isn't working! That's when I can go nuts! Damn independent on communication am I not?? =P

Digi's Advertisement....

Hotlink's Advertisement....

We all know who each is dissing. But it is rather hilarious, don't you think? The only operator that isn't participating in this war is Celcom. I wonder why they are so quiet? =P Hehe~ Healthy competition such as these are good for us, users. =) We'll get the benefits of such services at the end of the day. But like all services, there are fine prints here and there.

For Digi's -Lower Than The Lowest Rate-,
you will have to subscribe to Friends 'n' Family Plus
to be able to enjoy such rate and it is only for 2 extra numbers.

If you subscribe to Digi's Fu-YOH!, you'll be able to enjoy
RM0.07 per sms to anyone,any network, anytime, anywhere.
**I suppose -anywhere- does not include when you're roaming? =P

Supposedly, Hotlink's Lowest Rate is for Sarawak. I wonder how good are the services provided by Hotlink. So if anyone who is using Hotlink could be so kind enough to enlighten us with the features that Hotlink has. =P

I, myself am currently using Digi's Fu-YOH! plan. So far, I find it good for me as I tend to sms more as compared to calling. It can be a bit chia lat if everytime sms to other networks and get charged RM0.15 per sms!

So lets all just sit back and watch the war. =P I hope it gets more interesting. Hehe~