Happy New Year 2007

A new year, a new start, a new chapter in life and the same old person or maybe not so?? My new year eve this year is spent with my family at home compared to last year where I spent the whole night out til the wee hours. Not too proud of that anyways.

Looking back, I've changed a lot from who I was just 12 months ago. Especially the way I think about a lot of things. Back then, I was carefree. Just ended my STPM, was thinking about my long holiday ahead.

Then things changed when I went over to West Malaysia. I was alone and it was like starting a new life there, being independent, making my own decisions. Well, I started out being quite a rebel. I was asked to help mc for an international concert which was when I started hanging out a lot with lecturers.

But then things got bad after that. Everyone started to show their true colours. Even the lecturers. Super racist place. No matter how many times they tell me, it is fair for everyone, they can't fool me. Especially when everything happens right in front of my eyes. Liars! If I ever meet that PM of ours, he will have to clear his schedule.

At any weekend, I would just think about getting out of the place. Go down to KL or something. So that was what I normally did.


For the duration of 2 months there, I was a walking zombie then. I didn't have the mood to talk to anyone. I cried buckets or cried myself to sleep. My poor cool lecturer had to put up listening to me.

For the first time, I was robbed while I was in KL but I managed to chase the guy and get back my wallet. I ended up so traumatized that my legs and hands were shaking. I couldn't even press the keys on my phone properly. Then and there I just wanted to go back home.

So I finally left the place for good and now I'm residing back here in Kuching. There is just no place like home. Going there has certainly changed my perspective on life and what is important in life.

I'm sure everyone else has changed in the last 12 months. Some physically, mentally, emotionally and spiritually. Each and everyone of us has a story behind that mask we put on. But I wonder what's the coming year will be like.........

To everyone,

HAVE A GREAT NEW YEAR AND ENJOY LIFE~

Body Not Right?

It was not long ago when I was complaining to Ivan about me being too thin. The whole thing really got to me when there was one morning I walked past this series of windows. I was walking but like all girls, we like to check ourselves out. So yea, I took a look. BUT, it turned out to be a long look at myself.

To my horror, from the side... I look so scary! I was THIN! EEEyew!! At least not thin like this...

Or......... this....



Or this???!!!

If I were to look like any of those, I can just go shoot myself! So scary! Every rib bone can be seen~ I'm actually really scared of loosing weight or looking skinny. It took me about 6 years to gain 2kg, ok!!

1 year ago, I got off my lazy butt and chose to go to gym regularly. Since I can't build fat, I might as well build muscles. So that's what I did. One month into the whole gym routine, my shoulders were broader, my arms were bigger, my body was in a better shape. I was happy but my mum said, "Don't do so much, later you grow out of proportion." Hehe~

After moving to that place, I stopped. So everything shrank back to normal. My friend, Wang Ying was asking me to buy this nutrition drink from her called Herbal Life. The product is good. Lots of good stuff in it. All nutrients and proteins.

The nutrition drink is able to get you to your ideal shape. So whether you are thin wanting to be a little bit more meaty or fat wanting to loose those love handles, you can take the same product. No dieting involved. The only problem with the product is the price. Wee hehe~ Sides, if I did ask my mum about it, I know exactly what she will say... "You just need to eat a little bit more." So I never did ask my mum. I know better. Hehe~

wang Ying then had a workshop promotiong this product. Her teacher came and explained about the product. Then it came to measurements and calculating your fat percentage and ideal weight. Measurements of the neck, chest, waist, thigh, arm and weight was taken.

Apparently, everyone else were overweight. I on the other hand was........ at my ideal weight. Hahha~ According to their calculation, my ideal weight is suppose to be 44.1kg but my weight at that time was 44.2kg. Odd but I guess its just that my bone are thin and that I have not enough meat around me.

I wish I had more meat! I do eat a lot but I just have no idea where the food goes after it enters my mouth. My best friend used to say, "Makan banyak tapi tak gemuk pun, buang duit jak."

And just last week, when I was admiring all the pretty girls with nice meaty figure... someone else had a different point of 'view'. Take a look at this

I know, I know.. I'm suppose to be happy with how I am. Okie... I am happy, just wanna improve on it a little. Wee hehe~ This is such a VAIN post.. Tsk Tsk Tsk... Blwek! Don't care! Hehe!~! Adios~!

Too THIN?

Merry Christmas

Merry Christmas to all!! Have a blessed Christmas filled with joy and love.

Motion Line Pictures

Sorry for the absence for the past week. I’ve been rather busy helping out my brother with his interesting project/ hobby. It has been a hectic week for me. I had to handle a total of one hundred pictures, making sure of the amount wanted, getting the whole package done and making sure no mistakes were done.

For the past week alone, I’ve seen over 400 different pictures. Pictures of scenery, couple portrait, group portrait, barbeque birthday party, day trip pictures at the beach, etc.. All these pictures are like in huge size. Each picture is about 3MB and above. Talk about my hard disk memory space being taken up.

My job is pretty ‘simple’. I am a PR officer, a clerk and also a treasurer. Pretty ‘easy’, huh? Sure~ Why not? It is a good experience anyways. I get to know a little bit more about things here and there. I also get to make some connections with good sources. I get to do my job at my own pace. At any time of the day as long as I get it done before dateline that is.

Anyways, short post today. I got work tomorrow morning and it is already 4am now. Gotta go.

Bloggers Meet at Sue's

It was a pleasure meeting the bloggers who were at Sue's place. Sue's place is situated in this private residential area on Jalan Dogan. I've always seen it from the outside and wondered how it was like on the inside. I didn't know there was actually a swimming pool beyond those 3-storey houses.

It seems that a blogger's most important weapon is actually a CAMERA which apparently I don't own one. Ahem~ oh weLL, I rather not feel like I'm pressured to get one. Though having pictures along with your post makes it some what more interesting rather than just words.

The thing about bloggers meet is that, you have a whole bunch of people ready with camera and if you have food served in front of them.. believe me its like a food-modelling shoot. So people if you see someone snapping pictures of food in a restaurant or kopitiam, you can be sure he or she is most probably a blogger or a tourist.

WatcH BLoggERS CominG ThrouGH!~!!

ps: As mentioned I don't have a camera and so I'll make an announcement, "ROBIN, I took two of your pics. Wee hehe~! Don't be mad ya! Muah!" =P